I stand alone in the cold.
Silence,
Ringing in my ears.
The creak of the snow under my feet.
I stand on the edge,
The edge of my sanity.
My innards boil and turn.
My heart left aching.
The absense of your voice,
Is all I can hear.
I kneel alone in the cold.
The scream,
Grows in my throat.
Sounds of the snow under your feet.
I am on my knees.
My heart stops.
Breaths shallow.
I kneel in front of you.
The smell
Of you envelops me.
I try for words.
But only my pain flows
In shallow breaths
Onto you.
Tell me you'll still be here tommarrow.
Tell me things can still turn out good.
Tell me you can look past all this.
Tell me you hate me.
Tell me it was all a lie.
Tell me I'm shit.
Anything.
Except
Nothing
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