how does it feel to treat me like you do?
when you've laid your hands upon me
and told me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
tell me, how do I feel
tell me now, how do I feel
those who came before me
lived through their vocations
from the past until completion
they'll turn away no more
and I still find it so hard
to say what I need to say
but I'm quite sure that you'll tell me
just how I should feel today
I see a ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
but if it wasn't for your misfortune
I'd be a heavenly person today
and I thought I was mistaken
and I thought I heard you speak
tell me how do I feel
tell me now, how should I feel
now I stand here waiting...
I thought I told you to leave me
while I walked down to the beach
tell me how does it feel
when your heart grows cold
'Gender'
i wish i was infinite
and given my way
i'd be so fuckin' cool
when i'm feeling the rush
i look at you through different eyes
i never knew my thoughts televise
what you think
i'm the twin inside you
chorus:
it's hard to believe what you say
unaccepting what you've tried to show us
and nothing can fix what's incomplete
can't get to us
never get to us
refreshing the memories of times we've known
constantly stumbling over reason
where do these words go
now so true
covering no one else but you
stepping up to freak the day
devour every modern day
chorus
fell awake in my dizziness
i'm blinding
i wish i was obedient
aren't i something
i'll never be rational
i'm finding my way to everyone in this velvet sky of mine
boredom does nothing for me
so why does it follow
walking with the deadbeats down the street
i want everything
i'll be your idol, be your maker
your everything your dirty dream designer,
be your everything
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