As lost am i - as lost as water in the desert dry.
Lost am i - i sit and cry.
Motion false and masks forever.
When will i learn this game? Never.
You fool me with your words so kind.
You're still toying with my mind.
Why do you keep up this charade?
You have me already, like knife has blade.
There's nothing more can i give to thee.
Nothing you haven't already taken from me.
They say that time will always tell.
If i'd believe that - all so well!
You will keep me like this.
Weak and feeble - longing for your releasing kiss.
You turn towards me in all your light,
as i shatter before your might.
Might of death and might of life.
Might you preserve with your mind's knife.
Keeping to my throat this blade,
and all i am begins to fade.
You could kill me quick with a lightning strike.
But you keep me here - that's what you like.
You like to keep me weak and feeble,
Stinging me with your eye's needle.
Release me - i beg you now.
No matter where, why, or how.
Give me the release i need,
Unless you wish me on your hate to feed.
Release me now,
i can tell you how.
Call to me,
i will surrender to thee.
Release me now
You know how
i will give up life,
to the blade of your ignorance's knife.
--cindy--