So many times I have cried.
So many times I have failed.
So many times I have tried,
but destiny always prevails.
What can I do when my fate is so wrong?
Where can I go when I�m lost?
What can I do to keep my mind strong?
What can I expect this to cost?
How do I fight what i know lies ahead?
Where can I put all my rage?
How do I understand what you have said?
Can I just skip the next page?
Knowing my future, I�d rather be dead,
Is this something you think I can change?
So many times I�ve crouched on the ground crying
So many times I�ve had nowhere to run
So many times I�ve come so close to dying,
So many times I�ve said I was done,
But now I�m curled up in the dark again,
pretending I�m not a bit scared
Falling victim to the needle�s sin
As if you ever cared?
--cindy--