Walking through me, i'm too hurt to go,
fading through mind, i know not which way to flow,
Not trapped, nor free, held in place by my heart,
i wonder if i'll ever return, or stay forever apart.

So strange, yet the same,
so i'm forced to play the game
and i wonder if i'll ever begin to have a name.
A name that fits, one i can keep
something that won't cause me to weep.
i have no control, no hold on my soul,
i feel as though my world has gone cold.

so i drift...

falling through sun,
trying to embrace all that i shun
it's what is hidden, and what is shown
it's what they think they've always known
for i am not the me that i once knew
and i'm confronted with all i thought false and true.

A stable chill, a hellish fire
it's toward nevertime which i aspire
Confusion in heart,still very far apart
yet close enough to save me.

Trapped in mind
estranged by my kind
i don't know if You exist
and i'm not sure if it's You
that i already missed

Walking through me
i'm to weary to know
Fading through mind
whichever way the wind will blow.