| Goodbye To the one I admire and truly adore I owe you my life and so much more You saved me from this torturous life And all of my pain, abuse and strife You hold in your possession my heart and soul However, the problems in life are taking toll In this game of life, I am not winning My thoughts over living than dying are thinning The abuse I receive I can no longer handle My life is being destroyed by cruel vandals Ending my life is a hard decision But my heart and my mind have reached a collision You've given me a reason to continue on living But the fiascoes I live through are so unforgiving Please understand that I love you completely But I'm beginning to look at my life discreetly The time is near, my life is coming to an end Always remember that you ree my lover and my best friend In my heart you will stay until my last breath You've been my savior, but here nears my death Not just of my spirit and soul But of me, Cynthia, a whole |
| Wishes and Dreams Make a wish upon a star Don't lose hope, you will go far Blow out your birthday candle's flame Things will never be the same A four-leaf-clover and a rabbit's foot Won't keep dreams underfoot Superstitions are all around us Dreams come true nonetheless Never give up, we all have goals You are the one who's life you control |
| Life I have no reason to live my life Too many problems and all of this strife I wish that I was never born No one but I ever does mourn I mourn for my life and the hell I go through I wish for another life, one that is new Forget my past and stay in the present I feel like I can't escape, just like a peasant Bound to the land as I am bound to this torture I look ahead at my hopeful future Maybe it'll get better But maybes don't matter I'll go on a shooting rampage Just to get out of this cage No one would care if my life ends Very few people I consider my friends If you are reading this It's my last shred of hope I can't handle this life No longer can I cope |
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