i can't help it
sometimes i'm not sane.
i know how it hurts
you die inside
i know cause you did it to me first.
Maybe i did it out of vengence
i hoped you'd die
i can sleep now, since it.
i feel no remorse
you deserved it
Now you can't hurt me, no more.
You're dead
now i am so alive
i don't know what's going on in my head.
i'm so over joyed
but for why
does my soul hide.
i know what i did
but you deserved it
you rotten peice of shit.
you took my soul
when i was a child
now you're the one in the hole.
Tell me how does it feel
to know
you must yeild
to the stronger one.
i'll tell you how
you sit there and wait to take the plunge
Plunge of death you hope
Where is god
when you want your soul to go.
i know what i did
but you derserved it
you hurt me first, when i was just a kid.
~ashes
