"What the hell am I doing here???"
And then you look around ....
and you realize that if you sit and wait for the right time it will never come.
There is never a "right" time to walk away...
A "right time" to begin again.
You have to start making changes.
You can't live your life for others.
We are not responsible for their happiness.
They must find that in themselves.
I cannot be the center of their universe.
Nor can I be their whole world.
I can be but a part of that world.
I can share the love I have and hope
that they return it.
I can be there for them and hope that
they are there for me
or I can take a chance and walk away from the pain knowing that I may or may not find love, peace, and happiness
But knowing also that it is what has
to be done. It hurts to let go of all that is familiar for even though it is painful
it is comfortable - and change is hard
But sometimes we have to take a chance to find true peace, love,
and understanding within ourselves.
cindee
