Yes, it was very painful and some of my pages reflect that pain.
It was also scary as hell! Living alone and raising three kids alone after all those years took a lot of effort and a lot of adjustment.
For the last 6 years there has been a special man in my life. A wonderful man who has opened so many doors in my mind and heart and taught me to explore new ideas and experiences. A man who showed me that life and love is meant to be shared.
We enjoy our lives to the fullest, TOGETHER.
My Ray....Sweet heart, Darling, Love of my Life.
He is my friend first and foremost and he makes me feel so wanted, needed, loved and appreciated. I am grateful to him for the love and affection he has shared with me and my children and continues to share with us every day. I have found my soulmate...the one in this lifetime who is a mirror image of myself both emotionally and spiritually and it is an awesome kind of love filled with passion, friendship, committment, trust, and understanding!!
And so my life goes on...one day....one moment......one experience at a time....I hope you enjoy reading these pages.
The pain and hurt comes through strongly in some pages but in others I hope you will find love, hope and joy!
As tough as life gets sometimes I always remember that there is HOPE. It will get better. Life does go on and we WILL live and we laugh and love again. When it is time. I am blessed that that time came for me, for my kids, for my Ray, for US!