as i attempt to rest my eyes.
my mind is going 'round and 'round...
what am i to do?
my heart seems to beat abnormally...
that i can no longer breathe.
the brightness seeps through my closed lids...
and it penetrates lightly around my pupils.
a vision appears,
and i feel my heart begin to beat again.
my breathing comes forever, never seeming to end.
my mind refuses to stop,
though i can no longer feel the pain.
i dizzily reached out my hands
and almost pulled away...
when suddenly, i felt a warmth of grace,
of pleasure, of love.
it soared through my nostrils,
to my heart, to my soul.
i gave in my strength,
and yet i also felt the strength draw back into me,
although it was much more different.
i felt myself held in love's arms...
as the world around me began to make sense.
i twirled around to see my savior,
and saw an angel,
my angel, my love...my all.