| Tuesday 6/4/02 ~ Uneven
Ground Today started out kind of weird. I was still riled up from two nights ago when Amit and I almost had an argument. And I was still riled up about being so worried about my future and what's going to happen. I think it's safe to assume I was quite temperamental this morning. But something happened in the afternoon and I just suddenly started feeling better. I found a new unopened bottle of nailpolish which is this really nice subtle color that fit my mood. So I painted my nails, listened to my music and just sat. I think that helped. Amit came around 4 and we left for our date. Let me just say without going into any detail for fear of going off on another rant that the date did not begin well. And I promise I am not going to let it go if the same thing happens one more time. Twice is two times too many. But ok enough of that. We decided to go see a movie first: Sum of All Fears. It was ok. Ben Affleck is really cute but the movie moved along quite slowly. My back even started getting impatient after a while. Afterwards we went to eat at Outback which was right outside the theater. I was really really shocked that Amit agreed to it - and so quickly. We've been playing the Indian thing out too well as of late: only Asian/Indian restaurants, always looking at the prices before anything else. I kind of wanted a change and it shocked me that he agreed to it. It was fun. We had a great conversation. The food was all right. The Outback in Fremont is much better. More food and better service. In the end, the date ended well. He's leaving for Irvine tomorrow for his job interview. Most of me wants it to go well. But the good thing is I get to pick him up from the airport! That should be fun since I've never driven to the airport by myself before. So I guess overall a good day. It's nice to have a night where my brain isn't yapping away at me about everything and nothing. Sometimes silence is nice...
10:15 pm ~ peaceful
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