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Saturday 6/1/02 ~ Shedding my Skin I had my last physical therapy session yesterday. It went really well. My back had been a little bit tense the night before so the last session was quite helpful. My mom and I took Pauline and Marsha out to lunch afterwards just as a way to say thank you, especially since they had become more of my friends than just people who cured me. They knew so much about me and I knew quite a bit about them as well. I'm going to miss them. With that done and with me moved out, it really seems like everything from this year is ending. Literally there is barely anything that will continue from this year to the next. It's weird. I thought going to college would be like that, but I knew enough people from Mission and otherwise for it not to be a completely new start. I thought moving into an apartment would be like that but well obviously I didn't live in the apartment. That and I would have lived with someone I knew from before. I thought my classes would be a fresh start but I knew people in my classes as well. But this time it's for real. Different apartment, different lifestyle (without therapy), different roommate, different side of campus, different classes on different sides of campus. I'm really not sure what to make of all these changes and fresh beginnings. To be honest, right now I have no feelings about it. I'm sure I will when it all starts happening at the same time at the end of August. I know it'll be rough on me. I don't handle sudden changes very well. But in time I'll adjust. Along with these changes, I've also changed the layout of my journal. I wanted something cool and my first real solid idea was to have a theme of chocolate. But it didn't look like how I had pictured in my head so it looked really dumb. So in my boredom I ran across some optical illusions and the one I put on top is my favorite. I'll be making other changes as I see fit especially since I'll notice something or the other that's going wrong as time goes on. I tried using Front Page express as opposed to Netscape Composer but it was too hard. So I guess I'll settle for the limitations of composer for now until I figure out what exactly it is I want to do. 2:37 pm ~
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