Couple weeks later, he lefr for NY to finish up college and I was still working at Moss. During that year, Sean and I both, unknowing what was happening to each other, became single. After graduation, Sean came back to Moss to work full-time. Again we did not get along. I insulted him, unitentionally, by not going out to dinner with him once. But after couple months of involuntarily hanging out, due to us being co-workers, I began to see him as this amazingly smart and witty guy. One day late December, while talking to my friend on the phone, I realized that I like Sean. I couldn't stop talking about him. However, I still thought he didn't like me. We were so different...
Then one day on April 2001, all of our friends from work were suppose to go out to dinner together. I decided to drive Sean home after work, since he takes public transportation, and while we were hanging out before the dinner, I asked him if he wanted to go to a movie or something. I mean it was Friday night!!! He said ok, and called another girl to see if she wanted to come along!!!! (I forgave him for this) Thankfully nobody wanted to come along with us after the dinner. And after that, as people say, it was history.
I am so greateful to be with him. He makes me feel grounded. He calms me down when I am soooo crazed that I can't think or sit still. He also helps me to see many different sides myself. I feel that when I am with him, I can truly be myself, without fear of being judged.
So, on April of 2003, I decided to propose to him (who said that guys have to do all the asking!) Thankfully, he said yes. So now we are happily planing how we are going to spend rest of our lives together.
I love you Sean!!
For anyone interested, Sean is a BIG Dead fan, and this was his 5th or 6th Dead concert of the year.
