| 1/6/03 (everyone has a vampire poem, so i thought i would chime in(as i like to say)) i'm not the undead infact i've died many times before only to be reborn to suffer in a new world in a new time so many lives and yet so little time to live each to a different point lover after lover victum after victum many years pass and they shortly become the same in a world where there is no difference not of life nor death nothing of my peaceful rest my quiet slumber i sleep only to be reserected once again reborn into a new world of pain ...another part of your sick and twisted game |
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| to tired to be sick and twisted today to my own dismay i sit and pray hoping that the darkness will stay wishing my pain would go away crying sighing dying slowly crouched in a corner wanting mercy bleeding boiling now beceaching my pain never stops until i'm gone drawn away from life sadened until your gone i won't be happy if your hear y won't u disapear I GOT THIS ONE PUBLISHED! |
| 1/5/03 i can't get motivated to pick up the knife i just want to take my life but i don't want to move i just want to disapear as i had to everyone else i'm in everyones way i can't think of a reason to stay i just want to lay no more moving... just drift away |
| 2/17/03, 2 new poems at the bottom |
| i don't care if u don't like my music..it goes with the page...turn off your speakers and stop yelling at me! |
| (untitled 2/12/03) I hate this dream This dream that doesn't end This dream I never had before This dream that is so pointless Nothing but another waste of time I lost my mind watching this dream Over and over again Thinking that it will change Thinking that I won't loose this time around I just want to wake up and end it all Before I get lost in this dream This dream thats so pointless Just another waste of time. (other new poem is over there>(faded>)) |
| 2/12/03 Faded I tryed to make things right with you but it came unglued nothings new the same old shit you put me through now its my turn to settle the score one last time and then no more bleeding scratching broken bruised trying crying so ammused happy from your tradgic fate for it was you mistake to unleash my hate now i can sleep again since your gone i can thinking again only to find that your still here always near still the fear why can't i make you disappear? |
| Looking Glass(2/17/03) I look into the looking glass i see the future i see the past i look into the looking glass i see the truth once at last the truth is wrong it can't be right for whats in sight is nothing but fright the demented reality the tradgic present you pick up the mirrior breaking and ahaking you think you ended it all a tear of fear that it was right it was true but now you see nothing nothing but you. (i worte this one in my zoned out alice in wonderland kind of mood(that book messes with my head) |
| (11/22/03) Quipped is torn so am i i took the needle from his eye and put it back into mine as he wisppered one day everything will be fine normal as you would say until that day misery will fade or swell with the rush of a blade the blade that comforts and keeps me sane close to reality and close to pain with eyes watering and hearts played i will never know if there was an afterglow I GOT THIS ONE PUBLISHED! |