| well, seems like i cannot trust blogger for my entries... i've posted my entry but it does not show on the main page... so here i am again... happy birthday to puiee~! thanks for all the tolerance and guidance... as i've said... there's many years ahead... i'll try to improve eh? haha~ u oso must cooperate lar... dun so sly liaoz... no need test water one...*keke* alright, so we (yongling jiali qianyu jasc and me) had a really nice time at tanglin mall's spageddies... though never finish the food, it was great fun taking pictures and all... shall look forward to next week's ktv session~! eh, going abit the reverse chronological order... haha~ went watch how to lose a guy in 10 days with kelvin sean jasc... wanted to watch at ps but then the place was flooded with famine camp people so we decided to watch at cine... yupz... it's a rather nice show... nt bad... can watch... hmmm... still wondering if i will watch ju-on... sheldon said it sucks... not scary one... but then maybe is cos he not scared? dunno... from what i see in the trailer it looks scary... haha, later watch le dun dare take lift... *paranoid* anyway, i really enjoyed myself during dinner... haa~ before tat... hmm... dunno why but cannot help thinking abit the awkwardness lingered.. nevermind... as i've mentioned you don't seem to give a shite, so why should i make myself feel bad? i mean come on... i cannot help feeling its just a passing phase for you... you are just like any other one... after a while, you start to run away... and then you leave it all to me. when finally i see the light (which i'm not sure when) you probably start it all over again... maybe i too demanding sia, maybe it's really that hard to say something... yucks... then how come i should answer your questions? well, seems like you're rather sly... or should i say you're confident? haa~ go ahead and gloat about it... now i wonder if you are you afterall... i mean you don't really care rite? even if you said you do.. you want this to end now rite? all these will be in past tense right? even when you said otherwise... haa~ oh gosh... how i wish what i mentioned above are all false... i'm self deluding... shite. i wish i can don't take this too seriously... i wish i can just hec care about you... i wish i can forget about all those things you've said and done... i wish i'm not me right now... as much as i wish you're mine... *contradiction* |
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