27Jan2005 thursday | 10:27pm

oh hi all.. din expect that i can blog on weekdays nite.. should i consider myself as lucky or unlucky?

today had a match with ITE combine team @ ITE dover. ended lesson early as superman was sick.. den slack in the class awhile went down to meet the bballers. everyone got v huge bags as we juz took our jersey today.. haha .. 2 sets of pointer.. den we als got match today.. bring like another set of jersey as well.. piang eh.. look machiam like the refugees.

reach dere warm up like super long waiting for referee but they like super late.. and in the end like also nv come. they were rough.. all look like guys. coach say we machiam playing with guys team. got tatoo one -_-

i think i some how offenede some of them lar.. zzz coz they come n crowd beside me.. wan to double team me.. den i struggle v hard.. both of them fell on the floor.. was quite shock also.. din noe i exert so much force..

den they not happy with mi already.. ocassionally will come n juz bang me.. while i did the same as well.. coz got one gurl defense then her hand put up.. den i was like piack the hand.. nana see liao she LOL like siao..

after that, all i know is that.. ~@#& i was being knocked down.. pushed or what i cant recall.. so sudden.. i hear a loud CRACK.. i knew i was doom lor -_- den i juz lie on the flo0r.. unable to walk..

sat dere.. tears almost gush out.. but i told myself .. wtf? liek dat den cry den sibei xia sway.. so juz ensure.. for a moment i thought my knee was dislocated.. coz like totally cannot move.. den .. argh.. they got mi out of the court n i sat dere n rest..

everyone came forward n ask n tk a look @ me.. even the ITE gurls.. juz one of our RP female player din.. coz nana was like shouting.. SHE NV CRY LEH.. she nv cry.. like super injured den i nv cry. .where as... hmmm oh well

den got one guy team de player come n help mi also.. and jia hui.. yiming.. nana.. rose..fang.. erushi.. and shi mu.. n ben.. like all got come n help .. thanks alot guys.. and nana.. haha u shoot for pingz sia.. thankew thankew.. appreciate it..

blamed myself for being so weak.. shold train to be more tougher so i wun get injured so easily. after the losing match, ben offered to fetch me home but den i told my bro to fetch me.. hmmm better ma.. sit in ben car so paiseh rite.. den ben fetch wan chin home coz she also injured.. den nana n jac help mi carry bag.. whie yiming help mi to coach's car.. coz rose was helping wan chin.. den coach fetch mi till the entrance dere to wait for my bro.

den went fajar dere to see doc.. hmm.. chi doc.. i always go dere when i injured.. this doc help mi "massage" damn painful.. but reali works.. after he help me, i can walk n stand more liao.. arbo like totally dun dare to use full strength.. v scary.. den bought a knee guard.. kinda tight.. but gd ..

so tired. i think i gotta slp.. tml got sch. no idea who fetch me.. XD

Pingz~

23Jan2005 sunday| 4:28pm

wow.. long time no blog ler.. receiving complains! :x shall blog awhile before i continue my stats revision.. got stupid test on tue.. i wonder if i can pass.. should get a better grade.. zz if not got one big C den sian 1/2

this few weeks haf been working extra OT.. normally home about 12am.. no strength to blog and even to revise my work... making use of every extra time i haf to slp.. or to play.. haha

can feel the close bondage between some of my workers, colleagues and relatives.. SOME .. =) work hard together .. joke together, play together.. like a big family..

the communication between mi n him is getting better as well .. ^^ not forgeting my class peeps etc.. everything seems great now.. and i think i'm living my life to the fullest.

more bball training, working, studying playing.. balancing my life quite well. just a little lack of slp. ocassionally getting slightly drunk, eating like crazie or to go hungry when i skipped the meal time.. life is good now.. i wish it can continue this way or to be better.. a good rooster year awaits.. =)

juz posting down some of my thoughts ba.. haha. kinda silly actually. bball gurls u all rawks.. lets chiong our IVP. SM0122A!! lets conquer stupid stats.. and other UTs.. workers n colleagues! lets finish this new year man.. super waiitng for 7th Feb.. OFFICIALLY rest day for work n sch =) actually 6th already off ba.. coz sunday.. WOOHOO!!! hope its for real.. lolx.. ciaoz!

Pingz~

10Jan2005 monday| 1:53pm

blogging in class.. lolx.. happen to complete the poerpoint earlier than usual today. hmmmm juz a little update about me ba..

haiz i flunk my TP. was doign the last circuit event, vertical slope and i ruined everything coz of gan jiongness.. gone case. den on the road super no mood.. =\ 30 demerit points.. haiz.. next TP will be on 1 march.. thanks people for consoling.. i will survive.. :D

had a couple of matches again.. err.. last friday was with SMU.. ok we lost.. blehs.. today will be playing against the UWC.. i noe, we are going to lose. but i do hope we can play our best in this game. to revenge for the previous injured players. oh ya.. so stupid.. SMU got one shorty play bball.. kns the head hit my chin.. now its BLUE black.. hate it.. and it HURTS alot =\

so tired.. tml got UT again.. last UT for UT 2.. next thur would be UT 3 for OP. see how fast time flies.. my uncle suggest that he go n buy2 mattress leh.. he say put in office.. 2 matress, a couple of pillows and blanket. :| die liao lor.. sure overnite dere.. i cannot imgaine!! -_-

next friday got sec 1 camp in aes. might be going back after work.. hmmm den have super with them.. and go home.. sat got work.. den after work maybe go back or what. depends.. den sunday going with nic and sam.. nic wan to see bike. hmm... ok.. 2 liao.. edmund shold be coming.. ciaoz..

Pingz~ tired

06Jan2005 Thurday| 11:11pm

So long never blog . have been so busy lately. Juz came home back from work. Felt agitated by that worker. He��s been here for about a month. And its driving me nuts. Everyday he is the slowest one to come back. 930pm daily. Standard. He work super slow, skives, and has ��multi fingers�� (theft) everyday he comes back with the money all crumbled up. Invoices like preserved vegetables. Everyday without fail after calculating, when I told him that he didn��t gave me enough money, he will show me the shock face. I dun like -_- not my fault.. u give me money I count in front of u . u lack of money u keep on tell me cannot be. Then what can I do? I don��t know is it he is not educated or deaf. Speak to me so loudly like wan to scare me. Today my cousin say him. Ask him to talk to me softer. The way he talks to me made my blood super boiled. Was after training and was like super hungry and tired. Go work liao den come n kao peh me�� wth? My heart beat super fast and my face very red and hot. At the verge of just giving him a punch and ask him to jst fcuk off.. he is much more smaller in size than me. I think I can win? And he��s about early 50s. still so bloody xia lan.. watch out.. watch out.. after Chinese new year when I am more free, after I check his accounts, as long as he didn��t ��eat�� any money. He jolly well wait to get kicked. The WHOLE company hates him . duh.. naggy bla bla.. okie. Dun blog about these liao.. waste my precious time.

ohh ok let me reply the tags first

nana : haha he didn��t reply leh.. also nv initiate to sms me liao.. can forget ler.. LOL. David never ah.. so what��s xlao king.. u finally think that he can be eaten? LoL ** and of coz.. ben sucks .. :x

Rah : he v mean hor.. suck one him.. yucks. . .

shinchan : char siao ar.. later I go sch help u twist ur neck den u noe..

vin : yea lor vinnie.. haha.. ben sucks.. but ur ��acks�� rawks rite.. LOL

tml is TP! Time really files.. when I was in sec 1, I already wan to learn how to drive car liao�� was 13 by then�� and was thinking.. 5 more years. How long isn��t it? -_- and now, I��m actually taking my driving test TML! So amazing�� I hope I will not be careless or over gan jiong. Thanks for people encouraging.. chin leong n ivin say if pingz pass got coffee treat. . . woo hoo =)

having UTs till the sch ends. Another 7 weeks for PP. another 1 month to RP open house. Another 5 days I might be going back to AES to talk to the sec 4s about RP. To promote rp. My stats fac request me to go. Arghz�� she ask in a way that die also cannot reject her. And was told that when open house might need to bring them to tour around rp. But I think design ig also needs people.. I rather go design ig one.. blehs..

tml we will be having a basketball friendly match with SMU. SMU wor.. last year IVP lose to them. No idea how much points liao. But definitely errr.. hmmm no gd I guess? Hope that tml we might play well and see where we stand in IVP. Perhaps they will not put in all the effort as its only a frenly.. but RP bball gurls! We should go all our might babes.. :D chiong ah.. so many injuries during trainings and matches. Shall play well tml so we can improve together and fight against other schools in IVP.

that��s about all I guess. Feeling so tired now. hope to get a good rest. Tml gonna be a long day =] 940 �C 1130 revision . dunno where will I go in between 1 hour coz 1245 warm up.. 1355 start test! After test might be going back to office to finish the unfinish work today. Den head back to RP for my bball match..

adios peeps
Pingz~ super tired

03Jan2005 Monday| 10:55pm

another life threatening email.. who the hell starts mail with CAPS... meant to pick up a fight.. i hate CAPS. its juz like shouting.

Dear all,

I CONDEMN YOU!!!! For not turning up for basketball matches!!!!

We are 1 month away from matches��..and I am still having players not turning up for bball matches?????

Its not like the matches are arranged on a sudden basis!!!!

Please have this responsibility to turn up for training and matches!!!! You are no longer a child? I don��t have to pester you to come for training or match!!!! Less players means more fatigue and higher chance of losing games!!

Can older and more experience players start showing some good example??? You know who you are!!!!

I WILL CONDEMN YOU if we loss another 40 points!!! Definitely not 1 month away from IVP?

Last week the men team went to play Hwa Chong and came back losing 40 points!!! Is this fair for our coach? And for the team???

My last warning: The team fails if you fail to perform like a team��You know who you are and you better come for trainings and matches��if not quitting is your only choice and I will gracefully accept.

IF YOU ARE INJURED YOU ARE EXPECTED TO BE THERE FOR SHOOTING DRILLS!!!

IF YOU ARE SICK YOU ARE EXPECTED TO STAY AT HOME AND REST!!!

IF YOU ARE A PLAYER YOU BETTER ACT LIKE ONE!!!

Last warning��

Benjamin Seow
School of Applied Science

DID: (65) 6510-3095
Fax: (65) 6415-1310

babarian behavior.. totally spoil RP fac's image.. ZZ

Pingz~ CONDEMN ME THEN

02Jan2005 Sunday| 10pm

2 days or more without blogging�� cant seem to find the perfect mood.. let me reply the tags first

Ming ah.. harnor.. haiz.. bth ben liao ler wor.. but his words will not extinguish the burning passion I have for bball! :D

ah rose ah.. den we muz jia you ler.. make him speechless.. hehe.. luckily we still got coach.. coach is better than ben 1000 times

jessie thanks wor.. happy new yr to u too

nana.. really lazy to update wor.. u got nice blog skin sia.. haha.. I dunno hw to change mine.. :x u jealous eh? Dun jealous lah.. I noe rose loves me :D

shinchan >.< u dun spoil my image hor.. lolx.. mai siao siao.. later I poke u den u noe..

hey chrsitine.. happy new year too..lol

lets recall some stuffs.. hmm 30 dec, work in morning ler.. 9am muz reach >.< now Chinese new year liao.. chiong, chiong, chiong and chiong! �� 9am work till 2+ den went home, ate lunch, bath�� went to collect register letter and parcel from ming shu.. my brother kenna dermerit 8 points! Super crazie.. for exceeding speed limit.. 24-8 left 16 points nia have to wait for 1 year of clear record den can get back 24 points. So so long.. but my cousin worse.. he only left 4 points. Den I open the parcecl ming shu send me.. aww so nice seh! It��s a star shape cookie/bread thingy.. with lots of almonds and nuts.. very xmas.. lolx.. thanks MS :D

den went bbdc liao.. for another revision. Today is car number 206. no more car 92.. another guy drove it.. 206 not nice to drive one >.< the accelerator got problem? Hmmm �� as usual, crapped a lot again.. he told me not to worry during TP, juz treat as per normal lesson.. my dad told me not to ��bao tai da de xi wang�� say he himself also not 1st attempt pass�� I think my instructor trying to imply the same words too.. juz that perhaps he dunno hw to say.. coz when my dad told me.. I say him.. wah lao.. I nv hope so high lar.. but dun pour cold water @ me.. >.< blehz.. den so blur lor .. see wrong mirror wor.. first time see wrong mirror! See til the instrcutor��s mirror.. den was wondering why the poles are so far when I doing parking.. >.<

after that chiong to work again.. now like everyday work until 930 or 10 plus.. very high ar.. but only will last for another 2 days :p coz sch gonna reopen ler.. Friday also same man.. 9am reach.. till 10+ even though its 31 Dec, suppose to go count down? Hmmm no one to go with as well as no mood bah�� that tsunami thingy happened and the world got no mood to celebrate >.< so juz stayed @ home.. sat also same.. 1 jan, 9am work till 530? Den went home ate steamboat with my dad and mum..

Delicious home made steamboat! Fish, meat, crab meat etc�� + corn bla bla .. all my fav ^^ of coz + red wine�� steamboat + red wine really good! Better than steamboat with beer�� dad n I finish the whole bottle of red wine >.< and still asking for more.. too bad no more liao..

after that went bukit panjang plaza with ivin. Bought some stuffs, walk around.. chit chat.. I like this kind of small small gathering. Lolx.. den we sat @ KFC to eat abit and talk�� saw mingz.. haha.. Singapore is too small liao�� after that went home.. online online n online.. I think was cindy who msg mi first. Asking me whether would I be interested to go WAC. Den yesterday jialing ask me wanna go CHC anot.. I wanted to go initially.. but work till late.. as their service start @ 430. but work ends at 530. got the urge to listen to His words�� gained something there. Hope I will continue to go there. When Sabrina pray for me, the things she said, touched my heart. Thanks thanks.. some how like say out how I felt? After 1 year nv go WAC today I took up the courage to go again. Actually some times I fear to go. Afraid of how people judge me.

after that went home, then pack my room.. I found $100!! Muahaha.. so heng, juz as when I was super broke.. I found money . woohoo! :x found @ the hiding spot .. hide until I forget dere got money. ;x now found liaio.. got money to spend ler.. b4 I tk my salary. Hopefully can take tml :D

now I dunno whether I wanna take bike lessons anot! >.< nana;s mum didn��t approve her to learn. so did my mum but she chose to heal her parents advice. For me, I��m so unsure. Don went to register liao. Perhaps I see if eddy go reg.. if he ask me along I might go too�� depends

oh ya.. juz nw ate @ bukit panjang plaza. The weather was cold so I thought if I have a spicy and sour tom yum soup might be nice. Ok.. the soup was average�� but the rice.. CANNOT MAKE IT! The taste of BLEACH! Can u imagine.. bleach leh.. >.< I ate one mouth then sense something wrong.. hold the rice den inhale.. YUCKS.. den after that went shopping around.. see here see dere.. den home

now @ home juz smsed him. No reply again? Hmmm I wonder why sometimes�� but oh well, no reply den no reply bah >.<�� perhaps he��s busy.. zz die lo.. tue stats test. Today 1 thing also haben touch. Felt so high. :\ no mood to study. Maybe its also time to pack up my holiday mood and put them in the cupboard.. so its 10pm nw. gotta catch some slp. See u all around

Pingz~ jaded