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August 30, 2002
This is a hard entry to write today.  Monday morning.  And to have to write it twice is even worse.  The only way is to go back in time though, to Friday.  And not think about what I know now to be reality.  And a certain lack of reality too.  Check Sunday's entry for an explanation of that.  If I can manage to give it.

Friday.  Work was normal.  Got another raise, and did more training.  Had a double cheeseburger for lunch.  Talked a lot.  About a lot of things.   Hmmm.  If I knew then what I know now.  Lol

After work, rushed home to clean, knowing K was in a hurry to get here.  Plans had changed a bit and I didn't know if things would work out the way she'd hoped.  If fact, I called and let her know so she could go back home if she needed to.  She still came.

We got a pizza and beer and watched the Packers play, and win.  Then went to Cactus Jacks so she could meet Sheila and we could spend some time out.  Music was good and things seemed to be going well.  we found a camera and took some pics there, and then took off for Bar Milwaukee.  There we danced a bit, and had a few more beers.   Then something changed.  And seemed to change back.

Like in a movie.  Where everything goes blurry for a second, and then is right again.  I had a moment like that.  Everything went bad, and that image, that second burned into my head.  We left then, and went to Have a Nice Day Cafe.  A few pics were taken that probably won't get developed (yes, I forgot my camera).   And another moment happened.  Just as we were leaving Bar Milwaukee.  Something that I loved at the time, and for awhile after.  But, not so sure about this morning.

Have a Nice Day was cool, and we danced some more, left a bit before closing and went home to sleep.  A fun night.  A great time.

Christophe


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