| August 13, 2003 | ||||||||||||||
| A video tape I made years ago has reappeared. Actually, it reappeared a few months ago, but I had put it out of my mind until it was brought up again the other day. A rather personal type of video tape. Yes, it is a sex tape. Of me and an old girlfriend. We did it for fun--posing for the camera, and making certain the shots would be fairly good. We talked about others seeing it, and decided we didn't really care much, but that it was mainly for our own perusal. When I moved out of my house, and a friend cleaned up all the stuff there, he ended up with the tape. Watched it. Kept it. Anyway, I don't care that much. I'd like to see the tape again. I think K would like to see it--curiousity if nothing else. The guy who has it--his wife found it last night, and watched it. Apparently liked it very much. I don't remember it being very high quality, but she has a thing for it. She watched it, while talking to Karla on the computer and decribed the scenes to her. Fun. Weird thinking about it though. Knowing someone is "getting off" to you having sex. Kind of a thrill actually. I had a thought the other day, about my old friend Mike. The one who died in June. All the things we did together, and talked about. All the time we spent together. I wish I had pictures from them. Videos. Tapes. Whatever. But all I have are my memories. I hope they never go away. He was my best friend during the time I knew him. I am sad it was such a short time. Did I say anything about my Mother finishing and decorating the first floor bath at the Menominee house? Well, she is. I'm excited because it's work I don't have to do, a little frightened about the way that it might turn out. I've seen some of the things that will be going into it. Heard about the colors she hopes to use. It doesn't sound like it'll be that bad. It might even turn out nice. We'll just have to wait and see. Tomorrow night, Snapper Baseball! I hope I can get there early enough to get some baseballs signed for the kids. They are doing autographs until 5:30 and I work until 5, but there's still a chance of it. Wish me luck!! C |
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