I have got one question. How do you treat someone who goes around telling everyone she don't likes you when you also
don't likes her?
Normally, when I know someone who doesn't likes me, I would simply just get out of his or her way. I don't want to
make myself available for further insults or hurtful comments or whatever. And maybe I am afraid of being hurt. I mean to be
very frank, who would wants to be dislike??? Of course when I know that there is this someone who doesn't likes me,
my first reaction is hurt, follow very quickly by anger. Hehe... and then I will start disliking that person. Very normal
defense right?

And back to the lady here, by the nick of attitude. She is someone I don't really want to hang around with but due to
some misfortunate, she has been sticking with us for as long as school starts. I don't really welcome her presence into our
group, neither did my other friends. (just for info, all of us don't like to hang out with her bcos of her attitude) But we
couldn't get rid of her bcos it seems very cruel to leave her out when she cant get along with other classmates as well.

And the thing is, which makes me angry too, is she goes around telling people she don't likes me. Arghh.... if you
don't like me, maybe you can stop hanging out with me??? Keke.....the problem is, she cant bcos she will not have
any friends, Honestly she doesn't have any, even her so-called close friends are all tolerating her. Gee... I felt cruel
but definitely very happy that I could ... abuse' her in here.

The thing is I suspect she has been bad-mouthing me! This makes me really angry. When I dislike someone, I will be very open to let that person know, and she surely knows I dislike her too. So whats her problem? If she cant stand me, don't hang
out with me! Leave my friends and me alone! I also can't stand you! All of us actually felt that she is only making use of
us to help her get through the school term. But we still cant get rid of her. My friends are all too soft-hearted, if it were me,
haha, she will be out of mind, out of sight and out of smell too. =P

Gee, I feel very happy ... scolding' her here.

Ok after scolding, I don't think its right to always behave the way I had been. I don't want to avoid her becos she
dislike me bcos I don't want to get hurt. I hope I can try to love her. With God's love. With my love, its definitely a
no-no but I know God's love is so great that He is willing to die for us. Gee, so it means I will not only have to be nice to
her but to LOVE her as well.

Why do I call myself |uv? I don't think I have ever explain why, well, that is becos I have problem with loving, sometimes
with myself, with family and friends and most importantly, the unlovables( the irritating peopleS) I want to be changed in this
area of my life. I want to start loving bcos God is love.

Gee...I really really need a lot of strength and patience and LOVE.
 

I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me. Phil 4:13

Sometimes, going through such things, I would always pause and ask myself if I had been ~{!.~}an unlovable' to others
as well. Knowing myself well, I know I arent someone who is easy to get along with too. So I hope others will try to love me
too. Please. Keke.

  ~(o^__^o)~