I was very tired, as I did not have enough sleep, becos my brain just refused to relax. Though I was and am physically tired, I just couldn't have a good night sleep.

But in the afternoon while I was rushing to finish up my project, just as I was halfway through, I suddenly realised I was not as tired as I was in the morning. In fact I was energetic. I don't even feel like taking a nap when I got home as planned. (",) I knew I had found new strength from God.

Boy, I am in a rush against time. In just a few days more, I will have to take my exams but I do not have time to study for it. I will only have a full day for study tomolo, other than that, I will have to squeeze in time from here to there. I have cg and tuition on Friday, a friend's party on sat, church service on Sunday…how can I finished all my revisions and still be able to score???

And the most amazing thing is, I am motivated to study, so eager that I want to start revision tonight!

Strength

Gvy called this afternoon. Told me he cant get to me last night and the most funny thing is I had been waiting or anticipating his call But becos I was online which is why after so many attempts (he claimed) he still couldn't get through. I realised I am not use to being mushy, even things like asking someone to take care etc. When he kept telling me to take care, I was like "hmm..hmm" wasn't too comfortable. I know it should be polite to tell him to take care too…but I just cant bring myself to say though I really want to ask him to take care.

Today I felt I was too much by demanding my friend to do something, which I should have done instead. Thinking back I think I am too much. Well, I will write a card to apologize to her later. Sori Yie.

I think I still have so much to learn in dealing with relationships with others. (",) *I really like this smiley face, which was send to me by sms from a friend. *

All right folks, I am going to gambette ne! hehe…

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