It didn't bothers me at all that I don't have a reason to celebrate valentine's day. Nope, I am not those who will gather together with some close friends who are single to spend the day. If I want to celebrate V dae, then I will wait for a fantastic someone to spend a fantastic V dae, if don't have, don't celebrate loh!
I rather have a grand one than just have a one to bring me through the day.

Gvy had gone away for training. Oh I didn't mention that he had called me again (much to my surprise). But I was abit turned off when he tried to push his luck by asking me to be his honey. I just felt like slamming the phone on him at that time, but fortunately I didn't. And I tried to avoid his calls for a few nights, like knowing about what time he will call, I hanged up my phone and off my mobile phone…hehe…like this he got no way of getting to me.

At this point of time, I am very sure I do not want to get involved with a guy I know over the phone by my mistake of msging the wrong person. I do not want to get involve with anyone at the moment I guess…unless the One just happens to come along. (",)

Was feeling quite blue recently. Not cause of Vdae but bcos I felt rather frustrated with myself. Like as I wrote, I want to learn how to be patient yet when the time really comes for me to learn to be patient, I just back out and react the same way as I always did. Argh. Felt so frustrated and irritated. Felt so weak.

I need strength to go on and to keep trying.

I need faith to believe I can make it.
 
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