| The Meaning of God Help the Outcasts "What do they have agisn't people who are different anyway"? - Esmeralda I've been pondering that very question most of my life. I was born with a slight case of CP. All that ment to me was I walked a little differently then the other kids I knew. I was fine with that fact and tried to lead as happy of life as possiible. About 8 years ago my world came crashing down. I was physically abused by a dentist when I was 6. He paralyzed me for life and my once happy life became more and more of a stuggle to keep. I suffered panic attacks, lost bowl control, became a 99 percent stutter, and went though agonizing years of both physical and speach theapy. I trusted no one, I talked to no one. My heart sank into a deep depression that nothing could sooth. Nothing that is execpt music. When HBOND came out I was introduced to the song "God Help The Outcasts". That song explained it all, everything that my stuttering voice couldn't say. Ever since that fateful summer day I had been considerd an outcast. No one talked to me, people feared "The wheelchair girl ". That song is my theme for now and always. Jamie Farrar Back to Random Creative Works Back to Index |