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To see my live journal go here |
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December 24, 2002 |
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man why cant i be my self and do what i want without people telling me shit ass things. man i just want to help and show who and what im like. well this is the world is like and god bless. marry christmas and happy new year everyone
later |
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December 26,2002 |
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I realize that most goths really do dress the way they dress because of a dramatic time in their life.
I think my dramatic time in my life was in the fifth and sixth grade. I was always teased and picked on. I remember kids telling me to leave their lunch table, always wanting to fight me, and being last one to be picked last in gym, telling me that they wish that I would die, and people never wanted me to be in their groups in school group activities.
I think this is a main reason that many goths or punks think of school shooting. I have to admit that even I have thought about school shootings. One thing and the thing that stopped the thought of school shooting was that I knew I was with Jesus, God loved me and that God had a plan for me.
I just had a feeling that I needed to express this and I thought it might be good for examples of Christ to people.
Thank you. |
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May 25, 2003 |
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Do animals really think on their own? |
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This morning when I was letting the dog in I noticed that she was not in the back yard. We have a fence in the back so I was thinking that she couldn't of jumped over it and the door was closed and I knew that because I checked it if it was open that morning even before I let our dog out. So I was there thinking how in the world did she get out. I started calling by her name until I ended up hearing her collar. I figured it was her so I waited. On the left side of me I watch her jump over the fence. That really amazed me because she is a full blooded germen shepherd which is a really big dog and from what I know she had never done that before. I know that when we let are cat out that he jumps over the fence and for some reason the dog and the cat like to go out together. If the dog sees the cat do it I am guessing that the dog must see it and study it. Animals such as cats and dogs may not think as much as us, but I bet they still do. A few years back we had the same situation. We had a dog that we pined up in the back and when I fed it for instead of using the door to get out like I was supposed to I jumped over. I did that for some time until one day I noticed that she was gone. Again I called her name until she arrived. The only explanation that how the dog had gotten out was that she had jumped over the fence to of gotten out. I am guessing that the two dogs must of seen something as a rabbet or squeal, remembered that something jumped over the fence to of gotten out, then tried it and eventually made it. It may be a little corny, but that is my conclusion that animal really do think on there own. If you have any information or comments please e-mail me goodbye. |
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May 30, 2003 |
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I am a very complicated person. I am anti-school pride and all, but today i still bought a year book. i guess i just like the reminder of my friends. I can�t find my last year�s school year book and it pisses me off so much. I moved to St.peters form St.Charles. I grew up in St.charles and plus that was my last year so ya that meant a little to me. Some times my girl friend makes me so mad. I mean I love her to death, but still some times she makes me so mad. I care about her a lot. I would give my life for her. I am not sure if she does or not but, I ask her to wear a seat belt every now and then. Today she just walked across traffic like it was nothing. She just took her time and slowed down the other cars. I mean what if some idiot wasn�t paying attention and hit her I wouldn�t want that to happen. Expressly if I was there I wouldn�t want to see that. I am sure that we will work things out though |
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