| The Last Argument |
| That was so unfair of you...to go like that, before we resolved our differences. I'm so angry I could kill you for leaving; for leaving me stranded with words unspoken...for leaving me. It really was the straw that broke the camel's back wasn't it? Was it easy for you to leave? Was it like walking out halfway through a film when you realised the plot was going nowhere? Did the door hit you on the backside as you left? Did it hurt? Does it hurt now? I'm so mad at you I could scream...I do scream; scream long into the sleepless nights. Those dreamless hours when our last fight comes back to haunt me, your words hanging in mid air...but I can't picture your face, my face is blurred with tears that blind me. I've shrunk since that day you know...I tried to hide, knowing that my loss of you was public knowledge. Even now it remains, a dull ache in the place where you once lived. It's like a sore spot, the kind you know is sore, but yet you have to touch it every now and again to check that it still hurts... And it hurts. It was so unfair of you to go before I had a chance to say I was sorry, that I loved you, that I needed you...It was so unfair of you to die like that. |