It has been brought to my attention from my guestbook that some people think that I dont know who I am or that I can't seem to figure out if I want to be good or evil. I am sorry this page has given anyone that idea. The facts are that I , like all humans, I have both within me.
I debated over taking it down all together so that no one would be confused or not believe in my walk with Christ. This is what I came up with instead. We are all Human and have faults. Just because we sometimes slip into times of darkness and depression does not mean that we are not a Christian. It does not mean that we do not love God. It just means that we are still human, made of flesh, and subject to the daily temptations of sin.
Just to give you some background to maybe help you understand this page better.....
This page was actually made durring a REALLY rough year and a half of my life. My Dad almost died and now has 5 scars on his right side from being in the hospital and going thru surgery several times. My Grand Mother had cancer and had to have some very radical surgery done to get rid of it and make it so that she could eat without a feeding tube. Praise God she is cancer free now, but she is still not very well. My Mom died as well. I won't even begin to describe that one, because I don't think I can really put it into words. I also found that my new husband was going to sites online that a married man should NOT be going to with intent to meet strange women.... use your imagination for the rest of that. So, the darkness you will see inside this page reflects the emotions within me at various hard times. It is not meant to show that *I* am evil nor that I wish to be... more along the lines that *I* am just as human as the next person and I am not afraid to show others that even Christians have bad times. The trick is to go thru your emotions, deal with them, feel them, and then in your time... let them go. Ever heard the expression "Let God and Let God!" ???
So, if you still feel as if you can deal with a darker side of things and want to see this page, go ahead and click "Enter" . If not, then click your back button because even though this page might be dark and sad... it is still a part of my life and I am not ashamed of it. Therfore, it will remain on the list of links.
Thanks and have a nice day !
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