-= Getting Down To Business =-

The camera crew started filming again as I sat there on the couch of Ashley's living room after I had woken up with the replays of the early morning action still in my head. I shuffled some playing cards while I shook off the thought of my personal life for a moment and got down to the business at hand. I looked straight at the camera as I pulled the King of Diamonds off the top of the deck and laid it on the coffee table as I thought about last week.

How in the hell did I lose at Disclosure? How could I lose to some type of cult leader for Burger King?  How the fuck did I lose to a moron that calls himself the King Of Diamonds and lives in some sort of half-way house for lame gimmicks? The match shouldn't have been close at all. I should have dominated the old geezer yet I start out my new wrestling career with a loss. A FUCKING LOSS!? The thought of it just makes me sick at my stomach. I think I need to pop a Tums or twenty. Though I have a feeling Dante knows he was lucky to get that victory. He knows it even if he didn't want to admit it. He was my first ever professional match. He took advantage of my inexperience and my mistakes. You see though the perfectionist I am, I decided to fix that right away. After all the word loser is a fucking four letter word to me. I mean I was bred a winner for Christ sake. I am sure the next time I step into the ring with Dante his ring experience will be nothing but somewhere arthritis has set in. I will not fall for the same trick twice. That is why I aligned myself with The Pantheon.

You see sometimes in life you have to swallow your pride when a great opportunity arises. I did just that at Disclosure when I aligned myself with The Pantheon. This wasn't cause I have the same exact vision as them rather I saw it as more of a smart business move. Don't get me wrong it is not like I am in it just for myself. I respect Pete Ebdon after all greatness does recognize greatness. The guy has been on top of the industry more times than you can count on both hands in just seven short years. Then you have Joshua Payne who is enjoying the top as we speak and who is a fucking bipolar bastard that terrorizes the whole roster. You also have Nicholas Jaxx who well holds gold and elevated that gold when he won it at the last pay per view. That was something Steve Jason couldn't never do with that title. So I have no problem listening to these guys. They are the best in the business ,so why not surround myself with them? I mean they all know what it takes and I will be more than happy to do what they say to rise to the top faster than any person in PDW has ever risen. So if they want me to prove myself as an Apostle of The Pantheon so be it. I just hope they know that it will not take very long for me to prove myself. I plan on standing shoulder to shoulder them before the summer is up. I plan on holding gold before this month is up. Why? Simply for the fact I can't stand stagnation and remaining at the bottom. 

I guess it is my desire that makes me hate it so much. After all it was the desire to be the top of any business I've been in that has given me everything I have ever wanted. It has made me a winner in every aspect of life. Yet the desire is like a drug addiction that no amount of rehab can break. This addiction of desire has fucked with my relationships. Hell I haven't spoken to my mother since my father's death, because I was too busy building my company and too prideful to apologize. I have screwed over most of my friends just to get to the top of the world. Also desire has made me feel things that I know I should not need to feel anymore. I know that I shouldn't want to have anything with Ashley ,but I keep having this desire burn down deep in my heart that no amount of alcohol can extinguish. I should know I tried drinking her out of my mind for the past year. Desire will make me or break me. So I must nurture this desire so it can grow toward the top of the business. Right now though I must help the Pantheon wage their war against Steve Jason, Aurora Snow, and The Royal Cartel.

I pulled another card off the top of the deck as it was a Queen of Hearts as I shifted my thoughts toward this week.

So this week I face yet another member of the Royal Cartel. Is this going to be my role, facing one member of the Royal Cartel after another week after week? It certainly seems that way as this time I face a Russian woman with a thick accent or Veen of Varts as she calls herself. I swear are these people stuck in the alternate world where having nickname referring to a playing card is cool or insightful. Give me a damn break it is just damn right moronic. The only time the queen of hearts would strike fear in me was if I bet the house at Blackjack when the dealer had laid the Queen of Hearts. Then again if you look at their recent decisions then it doesn't really surprise anyone how moronic they truly are. You see Tatiana really you and your little group's stupidity abounds me, I mean you allowed you and your house of cards peons to be pimped by your fearless leader Dante to The Pantheon's little punching bag Steve Jason. This is the same Steve Jason that has been on his back more times the last couple weeks than Jaxx's girlfriends. The same Steve Jason trying to spark a revolution against the Pantheon with wet matches. Think about it Tatiana the guy had to pay all of you just to be on his side. That has to show you and your crew have aligned yourselves on the losing side if he couldn't get anybody to join him without the offer of money. Then again Tatiana should have I expected you understand that? I mean after all the only thing Russian women are good for are being mail order brides. Ah yeah you can actually say those three words clearly can't you? Mail Order Bride. Hell maybe after The Pantheon destroys your little bridge club, you can crawl back to Russia and apply to be one so you can make a lonely American nerd living in his mother's basement a very miserable guy. See the destruction of your little group of buddies is really just a matter of time. I mean hell Steve Jason might as well paid Dante and your group some money to run and jump off a cliff. It would have had the same effect as you and the Royal Cartel trying to take down the Pantheon. You would have ended up disappearing from the company either way. See at Disclosure Tatiana, if you can find time away from worshipping Dante like a damn little school girl with a crush for a minute and watch the show, you will see Payne and Ebdon destroy Dante and Jason respectively in their matches. Well that is if you can get your senses back after I have beaten them out of you earlier in the night. Although beating the sense out of you shouldn't take that long.

I let out a slight smirk as I couldn't contain my cockiness.

You see Tatiana I take it that you are not the brains of the operation, just going by your last couple promos. Actually you are far from it, you seem more like the little girl with a crush willing to do anything just for Dante's attention. Basically you are nothing more than a little attention whore that needs to taken out and bitch slapped around a bit. You want so bad to impress Dante that you do foolish stuff like I don't know facing me in a match. That isn't enough for you though as you open your mouth and try to insult me with your broken English. You see Nicholas Jaxx may think your accent is sexy ,but I see right through it. You use it to camouflage the complete stupidity that comes out. You think replacing your t sounds with v's is going make you smart? Sorry to break it to you ,but we still know what you are saying. RESPOND TO HER RP HERE. Really Tatiana isn't it enough to come out with moronic bullshit ,but do we have to hear the broken English? Your voice is like nails on a chalkboard. I mean really Tatiana, women like you should be seen and not heard. Though don't take it as a back handed compliment, your looks aren't all that special. Hell you are a dime dozen with the fake tits. You are the type of woman that I use to do coke lines on. As Tuesday I will begin to prove myself to The Pantheon by taking down the Royal Cartel one card at a time. See at Disclosure this week Tatiana the beating you take won't be all that bad after all it will get Dante attention as he will have to take you to the ER. And people say that I'm a total asshole.

 

-=FADE TO BLACK=-

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