My Poems
Always smiling on the outside,
Always helping others sooth their pain,
But you don't know me.
You can't feel my anger,
You can't feel my pain,
You don't know what's going on inside me,
You don't know my brain.
When pricked I bleed,
When forced to suffer I cry,
When life is over, I too will die.
The numerous time I've devoted
All the time I have given
You act as though our loves been demoted
Your love away from me, has been driven
You took my heart and made it riven
I question wheather love loves me
Crazy is what I have been driven
Love is now hard for me to see
Our love was as a boat on a calm sea
But then a storm came and it was destroyed
My love for you was of the highest degree
My heart was only an abject for which you toyed
I've loved you with all my heart
You loved me till it was your time to depart
Laying awake, staring at the ceiling,
Laying awake, thinking, feeling,
You can't fall asleep but oh you long to.
Laying awake your mind races,
Laying awake your heart paces,
Laying awake you wish sleep would come.
Laying awake your body goes numb.
You try to relax but sleep won't come.
Laying awake with insomnia.
If these walls could talk...
Laying alone in my room staring at these lonely walls,
If these walls could talk, oh the stories they would tell,
stories of paradise and stories of Hell.
My heart went out to you.
I loved you dearly, I dove head first into love, you dove fearingly.
Oh if these walls could talk the stories they'd tell,
stories of paradise and stories of Hell.
Oh if these walls could talk the stories they could tell.
they'd tell how I loved you, and how our love failed.
They'd tell of how you did me wrong,
and of no telling how long it's been going on.
I fully devoted my heart to you for you to discard as an onld shoe.
If these walls could talk they'd say they don't like you.
You should thank God every time you wake up.
Every day's a blessing.
When living in a world we have to strive just to survive,
everything is precious, everything is grandlife and everything is valued in God's hands.
Through God's grace, we were born, as was the world on that first morn.
Through his son's death he gave life,
That is why for perfection we must strive.
Always laughed at,
Always the fool.
Always laughed at,
Never cool.
It's not right, but it's ok,
God still loves me anyway.
He comforts me in times of pain,
He keeps me from going insane.
Always laughed at,
Always the fool.
Always laughed at,
Never cool.
You always laughed,
but that's ok.
God loves endlessly.
Then one day you will see,
that there's more to me
than what you see.
Tired of you breaking my heart
Tired of things falling apart
I think it's time for you to depart
You think you're everything
you're so wild
I'll put you in my mouth,
chew you up, and spit you out.
Deep inside I know you're sorry
But thet's just not good enough for me.
If you'd open your eyes
and look at me
maybe you could see.
You never loved me
You only loved my things.
I thought you were an angel, thought you had wings.
Then as time went I could see
That the closest one with wings was me.
I maybe young but I have feelings too.
I know what I want,
And it's not you.
It seemed like you already had wings
Your smile always brightened things
Your humor always made us laugh
You worked to show your children the right path
You were a great wife and mother
You showed love to your grandchildren and every other
We remember your love of nature and birds
Your loving hands and kind words
We remember your life, love, and smile
Life on Earth is only for a while
We can see you smiling down on us
Your soul with God we now trust.
-Christopher Keener
In loving memory of Edna Jo Hinds
Did you see her eyes?
Watch her when she cries?
Laying there, thinking, waiting, anticipaiting.
Waiting, wondering what to do,
No responce from you.
Her feelings undainted,
Her love now tainted
Spring will still spring,
and fall will still fall,
hopefully this doesn't change it all.
You hurt me
You hurt me.
With every cut you cut
deeper and deeper within me.
You hurt me.
With every gash I see I'm reminded of thee.
You hurt me.
Constantly reminded of how things used to be.
You hurt me.
My mind cries out for help
You hurt me.
I don't know what to do.
You hurt me.
Crying out to you.
You hurt me.
Deeper and deeper the blade goes, deeper so are my woes.
You hurt me.
(9-30-02)
-Chris
The other night I saw you there,
The gleam of your eye,
the smell of your hair
The other night I saw you there,
your smile so gentle,
your skin so fair.
The other night you saw me there,
our eyes met in love so fair.
How horrid life would be were there no you with me
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