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I love her. I love her unlike any woman I've ever cared for. I didn't realize it at first. All of the women I've been with prior to her.. I wanted to fall in love with. Usually because of physical beauty. With Suriana, it came so unexpectedly. She has a heart of gold., a nerve of steel, and the soul of a mother. I lose myself gazing into her beautiful, deep blue eyes. The feel of her long silky hair being blown across my face as we walk along the beach is solacing. She smells of the wind over a field of wildflowers. She is my student; she is my mentor; she is my guiding light in this world of darkness; she is my lover. Without her, I feel incomplete. And now, I am without her. Because of my lack of responsibility, I have broken a heart so fragile. I believe she will kill me if given the chance. But what does it matter? As I said, without her I am incomplete. |
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"i'm alone, but not alone.
you're welcome here but we're on our own.
its the test we were bound to fail.
i've watched the strongest crumble, and seen the weakest prevail.
the give and take, the grip and strain,
the hopeless sincerity,
we played and lost, or so it appears to me.
i can't hold this smile, i can't hide this pain.
i'm in search of a second opinion, a way to escape this situation,
the list of wrongs i write no one can read,
i know the scars are shared but we can never speak.
holding on, holding in, the ache lulls and then i see you again,
its a pain i'd never trade for anything,
i can smile outside, i can smile and say 'i'm alright'.
i'm praying for things that will never change.
come and die with me,
lets see what we can be.
come and die with me,
now is our chance to know how it feels to be free." |
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