god tell me, tell me this isn't real?!
i can't believe all that i have foreseen is finally happening,
i cannot for a single second stand the way i feel!
i always knew! i always saw it coming!
enveloped now, encased by my worst fear!
i've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,
i never wanted to cease to exist,
just dissapear!
fear memories, are all that lie ahead
never have i felt so lost.
memories dull my senses. fear tragedy,
is all that lies a head, never have i felt so dead.
once felt so warm, now i'm [ ]ing freezing!
i am the once embraced abandoned one,
i raise my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing,
no relief was mine, i was burnt
by the sun.
Age: Twenty-six
Birthdate: October 18, 1976
Breed: Lycanthrope
Children: 1 male; Name: Cerian; Age: 4
Occupation: Chief of Police, IVPD
Hair: Dark Brown
Eyes: Dark Green
Height: 6'5"
Weight: 209 lbs.
