Entry for July 07, 2006

Quack! Well, this sucks so bad and to be honest, I already cried about it like a baby; I can't get my license! I was looking forward to this day for a year and I guess I forgot about the fact that I'm not allowed to drink because when she asked me when was the last time I drank or did any drugs, I told her it was June 14th. I was actually thinking about saying no, but unfortunately, I didn't. Besides, they would have found out anyway when they did drug tests on me so it was best I didn't waste my time paying over $300 to attend the classes, only to be turned down anyway. The rules they have is that I can't drive and I can't drink or do any kind of controlled substance for at least a year before applying for my hardship license. So that means no drinking for me! Well, obviously no drugs either, but that wouldn't be a problem anyway. I admit, I like to schmoke a lil now and then but whatever. Duh, the legal stuff! Hehe, anyway, so yea, this just really sucks for me. I was going to go to school at OWC, but now everything is changed. I need to be somewhere so that I can either walk to and from work and school, or I'll have to take a bus so I need public transportation. I have a lot to think about. Like where am I going to live? And where am I going to go to school? Where will I work? I'll keep you posted as soon as I make a decision. I guess I'll have to hurry up and decide, because school starts soon. These are just really hard decisions. So anyway, last time I said to wish me luck, but this time I'm asking for prayers because I'll need them!