Sick and Tired
I feel it, this tension inside of me
Pressure is presently pushing down on me
The first time, it starts with just you and I
Repeating myself but you don't hear me
I can see what you see
And it ain't worth it to me
The same old conversation over and over and over
I get sick and tired of all those lies you tell me
You say those same things to me over and over and over
It's safe to say you surprise, I see right through you this time
but I keep telling you it's over, it's over, it's over
You've taken these things that belong to me
Twisted so tightly and torn so carefully
The last time, it ends with just you and I
Alone in a room with these torn bed sheets
I can see what you see
And it ain't worth it to me
The same old conversation over and over and over
I get sick and tired of all those lies you tell me
You say those same things to me over and over and over
It's safe to say you surprise, I see right through you this time
but I keep telling you it's over, it's over, it's over
You swore I'd regret it
Now, thanks to you I can't forget it
'Cause of this constant battle
Won't even miss you at all
Free from this life that you call
I can see what you see
And it ain't worth it to me
The same old conversation over and over and over
I get sick and tired of all those lies you tell me
You say those same things to me over and over and over
It's safe to say you surprise, I see right through you this time
but I keep telling you it's over, it's over, it's over
I get sick and tired of all those lies you tell me
You say those same things to me over and over and over
It's safe to say you surprise, I see right through you this time
but I keep telling you it's over, it's over, it's over
Deny
Today I woke up and you were gone
[I spent] the whole day wondering, what I did wrong
It's like I'm falling from a mountain top
My heart keeps pounding and it won't stop
Can't you see this hell I'm living?
I'm not giving up
Will you crawl to me?
Will you fall with me?
I'll never crawl to you
I've done it all for you
Well don't deny...the hand that feeds you needs you
God I'd die to try to finally please you
There goes a piece of me
Will I cease to be
I've never lied to you
Fought, bled and died for you
Well don't deny...the hand that takes you breaks you
God I'd die to try to finally please you
There she goes...and I'm on the ground, I'm on the ground, I'm on the...
There she goes...and I'm on the ground, I'm on the ground, I'm on the...
There she goes...and I'm on the ground, I'm on the ground, I'm on the...
There she goes...and I'm on the ground, I'm on the ground, I'm on the...
Well don't deny...the hand that feed you needs you
Oh God I'd die to try to, finally please you
Will you crawl to me?
Will you fall with me?
I'll never crawl to you
I've done it all for you
Wasting My Time
I don't want to see you waiting
I've already gone too far away
I still can't keep the day from ending
No more messed up reasons for me to stay
Well this is not for real, afraid to feel
I just hit the floor don't ask for more
I'm wasting my time, I'm wasting my time
You can't drop the feeling there is no reason
Just make the call and take it all
Again, oh...again
Months went by with us pretending
When did our light turn from green to red
I took a chance and left you standing
Lost the will to do this once again
Well this is not for real, afraid to feel
I just hit the floor don't ask for more
I'm wasting my time, I'm wasting my time
You can't drop the feeling there is no reason
Just make the call and take it all
Again, oh...again
I see you waiting
Look so lonely
I see you waiting
Well this is not for real, afraid to feel
I just hit the floor don't ask for more
I'm wasting my time, I'm wasting my time
You can't drop the feeling there is no reason
Just make the call and take it all
Again, oh...again
Slow me Down
Oh this time is right
But I'm wound too tight
Never keep, never sleep, never find all the time that I need just to stay in line
Got to go, got to throw all the crap to the side so that I'm never left by the wayside
Hold on, wait a minute, can't leave here
And then she broke down
No can't hold me down, can't slow me down
Oh, stop stepping in my way
Not quite what I thought you'd say
Never find, never mind, never peace God at least give me strength just for one more try
Got to give, need to live long enough just to say that I stayed to the end of the big time
Hold on, wait a minute, can't leave here
And then she broke down
No can't hold me down, can't slow me down
No never hold me down, never slow me down no
Never, never, never, never, never, never know never slow
You can't hold me down
Never, never, never, never, never, never know, never hold
You can't slow me down
Never, never, never, never, never, never know, never slow
You can't hold me down
can't hold me down, can't slow me down
No never hold me down, never slow me down no
Can't hold me down, can't slow me down
One Late Night
I've been to the edge and back again
And I know all there is to know, it's a dead end
Late at night, I'll come walking by
Just to see what went wrong
Late at night you'll come crawling back
Just to steal a piece of me
I know what the world is made of, I've seen it
You don't have all the answers keep dreaming
Late at night, I'll come walking by
Just to see what went wrong
Late at night you'll come crawling back
Just to steal a piece of me
Lay down now
Lay down now
Late at night, I'll come walking by
Seize the Day
Hey, oh well it's my turn now
You've just lost your precious spot somehow
Me, I'll take it all away
No one ever dreamed you'd up and walk away
You'd love to watch me be the throwaway
Just when I can finally seize the day
Take your self and disappear
You are still no longer welcomed here
Fear drives you to act this way
The sum of all you've done will be the debt that you pay
You'd love to watch me be the throwaway
Just when I can finally seize the day
With the fear of losing it to you
I'll just keep it close and break on through
You'd love to watch me be the throwaway
Just when I can finally seize the day
With the fear of losing it to you
I'll just keep it close and break on through
Thanks to you
Somewhere
I've seen your face somewhere before I swear
Could it be I've met you somewhere else?
It's the way you turned and look at me
Your eyes are different, but they're much the same
Have I seen you before?
Heaven told me they took him somewhere
Have I seen you before?
I was with him when he left us
I feel he really never left at all
When I'm looking in this mirror
I see you in me and I feel so proud
Have I seen you before?
Heaven told me they took him somewhere
Have I seen you before?
Heaven told me they took him somewhere
Have I seen you before?
Live a Lie
I can't seem to find out what I feel
Burned out dreams of others which I can't steal
Take or leave this way I seem to you
It eats right through you
Ripped up parts of things I should do
I'll run around and tell you screaming
Oh I live a lie, Oh I live a lie
Oh Why even try
I've been leaving thoughts below
Still I feel I should know
Still don't see much of me giving in
Much to strong to live outside of these sins
Feeling like I'm taking lightly
Think you see right through me
Words of those who still despise me
Think it's eating me, you're dreaming
Oh I live a lie, Oh I live a lie
Oh Why even try
I've been leaving thoughts below
Still I feel I should know
When I seem to believe all that I've done wrong
You can take all that's right, I will still move on
Taking all I can give, it seems that I don't belong
Push me further from this go on
Oh I live a lie, Oh I live a lie
Oh Why even try
I've been leaving thoughts below
Still I feel I should know
By Your Side
I wasn't myself for so many years
It seemed cold and confused
My mind lost in the shadows
When I awoke, it seemed so much clearer
Held high, it seems I won't be there to hear her
And I won't be by your side
No way of knowing
And I won't be by your side
Well I'll take my chances
In this place I was left for dead
Held down, marked by all eyes watching
Now free, well I'll be standing much taller
What won't kill me, makes me stronger
And I won't be by your side
No way of knowing
And I won't be by your side
Well I'll take my chances
And I won't be by your side
No way of knowing
And I won't be by your side
Well I'll take my chances
Faded
It hangs on a wall, museum hall
As it calls to passersby
A picture so bright
Can see without light
And nobody wonders why
A tired old man stands at the wall
Says "the color's blinding me"
But how can he see anything at all
Since he's got no eyes to see
It's not too faded, I still see the color coming through
It's not too jaded, the more you look, the more you see
Years ticked away
Colors turned gray,
But the man's still standing there
Once asked him why,
He said "cause I
Am the last one here who cares"
He told me the mind will show you more
If you'll only set it free
He closed the door
I closed my eyes
That's when I began to see
It's not too faded, I still see the color coming through
It's not too jaded, the more you look, the more you see
It's not too faded, I still see the color coming through
It's not too jaded, the more you look, the more you see
It's not too faded, I still see the color coming through
It's not too jaded, the more you look, the more you see
It's not too faded, I still see the color coming through
It's not too jaded, the more you look, the more you see
It's not too faded,
It's not too faded, the more you look, the more you see
Let You Down
A world without you here
An unreflecting mirror
His words were so sincere
He left you standing there
Oh...I'll never you down
While I'm still around
His words were never meant
Your one last tear's been spent
You'll never be content
In a world as big as this
Oh...I'll never you down
While I'm still around
When you were lost, who was it who found you?
When you were lost, who was it who found you?
Oh...I'll never let you down
While I'm still around
Oh...you've just been found
Oh...I'll never let you down