All my life, I have been climbing down steps. Steps towards goals that I imagine are attainable. Yet, in front of each step, a fog appears, and I never know whether it will be the last step or not. I hear a woman's voice. A voice so angelic that it soothes my heart just to listen to it. She tells me that she is at the bottom of these steps. Her voice grows closer, and closer, and just when I think that I have reached the final step, Another step appears. My final and worthwhile future seems currently out of grasp, and yet on these steps, I can feel it coming to me. It too, is at the bottom of these steps. And I can feel it getting closer, coming within my flailing grasp, and just when I think I reach it, Another step appears. My happiness, it too lies at the bottom of this massive stairwell that I stumble down all the time. It doew not beckon me, or taunt me, but I want it more than anything else I have wanted in the world. And I step into the fog, imagining that I finally reach the bottom.................. And another step appears.
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