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Today, I decided to include a little note given to me by one friend of mine who I've had my eye on for a while now. Herein will be the coherent parts of the note she gave to me, sort of as a response for six months worth of blogs. And away we go.
"I don't know where you'll be when you finally read this, but I still believe that I've done you more wrong than good. I don't expect you to understand why. It's like Dracula, when he breaks into Renfield's Dr's office/apt. place when he has Mina in his arms on the bed, getting ready to bite her, when she asks him to make her a vampire. She's getting all into it & he stops and tells her, 'No, I love you too much.' Remember? Well, it's kinda like that. Again, I don't expect you to understand it, just to accept it.
"There's so much to say. So much. I do - HOWEVER - like to think that we can - will - survive this...this...this WHATEVER the fuck this is.
"It bugs me that you think I'd be so shallow as to base any type of kinship with you on looks. Look at my track record. But, I see what I see & we've PROVEN that your opinion & mine(when it comes to me) isn't the same.
"Oh yeah, know this. No matter how fucking far you go - you'll be very present on my mind. And that says alot.
"But like I've said a ka-zillion times: actions speak louder than words."
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