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So I have to apologize. I have to apologize to all of those women who I alienated over the years with my smothering approach. It was foolish and naive of me.
Don't start to think that I'm getting down on myself. I went about these endeavors with nothing but the purest intentions. This is who I am, and that's what I went about doing with my heart and my mind. And while there is nothing wrong with expressing your true feelings, there was a problem in expecting so much after I had given so little.
And also after having gotten so little. I jumped in after women with both feet, throwing caution to the wind, but after so little time. Jesus, I'd pretty much say hello, and then hand a woman my heart.
I can't help being the way I am, but hopefully I can come to the understanding that the type of relationship I want requires more than a fortnight, or even a season. I've seen people jump into relationships after years, and watched it fall apart. And here I am waiting weeks, imagining things that aren't there.
I'm really sorry, you gals. I never meant to pin all my hopes on you all. Hopefully, I'll have learned from my mistakes and I can move on to bigger and better things.
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