weBLOG for November 15th, 2004

Last blog's line was from the movie "Men in Black"

First off, I would like to welcome you all who never believed my little trick, and believed that the Blog could never die. A little misinformation never hurt anyone. Didn't I say that I would reward those who never give up?

For those of you who have been reading for several months, you all know of Monica. I'm here to tell you that Monica will not be written about from here-after. That is a rock-solid promise.

I have received word that she is in a loving relationship with a man who treats her like a queen and a goddess. Someone who can be her white knight. Someone who is loving her like I wanted to.

I read in a chain e-mail several months ago that friends come into your life for a reason. There are friends that temporarily come into your life to teach you a lesson, and then there are life-long friends who will be there for you until the end. Well, it seems that I and Ms. Garcia were the former.

And it is no fault of hers. After all, I was the one who moved away. I was the one who left her life, so naturally she had to forget about me. She's replaced me, and found herself a boyfriend. All in all, I'd have to say she's doing rather nicely without me. And since she's moving on, it's time for me to.

I was telling myself last night that I thought that Ms. Garcia could have been the one, and not just because I wanted her to be, because I've wanted others more than I wanted her. Alas, it was never meant to be. All the better for her, I'd say.

Do I ever get tired of being wrong? I've been wrong for so long, it doesn't really bother me anymore. I'm just saddened that I don't have anyone who knows me to tell my thoughts to anymore. Monica's known more about me than anyone, and now I've lost her. There's no way she'll want to be tied down to the internet at nights now when she has someone to look forward to.

So, after nearly a year of agonizing, and worrying, and plotting, and bemoaning; there will be no more Monica Cecilia.

I only hope that I can make myself a life that will regale you more than this previous year has.
I only hope that I can refashion my life as my friends are.

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