I was gonna pent up all my confusion and frustration for tomorrow, but I couldn't help it. Something in my mind needed out right now.
I have this awful habit of asking my friends to be my girlfriends. These are people I've known for years, and then I come out and ask straight-forward if they'd want to be with me.
And I can hear you all right now. Why on earth, if I had friends, would I want to ruin it by dating them. Well, I'm glad you asked.
The reason I look to my friends to be mates is because I don't want to lose them. I have so much fun with my friends, and we know so much about each other. Yes, there's a thing of convenience in there; but it also owes to the fact that they're my friends up until they get a life of their own. If they're my mate, or signifigant other, there would be less of a chance of losing them.
I know, my logic is flawed, or seems flawed at the very least, but that's the way I am. I'm very possesive of what I have; and if my friends are attractive, inside and out, why shouldn't I try to complete my life in such a way?
Wishful thinking.
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