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Yesterday's quote was from the Fantastic Four. I would have liked to pick a quote from Doctor Doom, but I wanted the sound to match, and most of the sites on the web just concentrate on Johnny Storm.
Did you all like the double feature yesterday?
A long, long, long time ago, in a blog coincidentally, I wrote that little life lessons surround us all the time, but we're too stubborn a lot of times to learn from them. Well, after thinking about yesterday's blog, I thought about a lesson I could derive from it. But I WANT to feel too stubborn to learn it.
And the lesson is this.
If this is the way I feel about someone who broke my heart years ago, why can't I understand when a good friend has gotten back with someone from her past that caused her a load of heartbreak also?
How about the fact that if I were to get back with my ex, she'd rip my nuts off and stop talking to me?
You know, the only reason I didn't like this guy is because she hated him so much when she'd tell me about him. The only good times she was able to recall(until she was single again, that is) was when they used to have sex. But now that she's single, and after she's dated a complete loser, suddenly she's looking back at a guy, who cheated on her THREE times, as Prince Charming.
No, not that I'm angry or anything.
The reason I feel like punching a wall because of these women in my life(like the friend of mine who got engaged to her longtime boyfriend the day he told her he cheated on her) is that when their life falls apart AGAIN, they come running, and I'll be the center of their lives again until the next chump comes along.
Like I'm sure I must have told you all back in October of '04(check the blog archive) that my friend visited me back then, and she loved it out here. How many times has she been back since? Zero. Oh, I know, it's because she's a MWS(Minimum Wage Slave). But how many trips has she made since then(Albuquerque, Las Vegas, Denver)? How many people has she shamelessly borrowed money from and not paid it back(too many to name)? It's because she's filled the hole in her life that I used to fill.
I'm not really upset. I guess a person with no life is more capable of keeping in touch with people than those people that do have a life. And I do miss her, because many of the things that I say and do are because of her. But I'm not about to bend over backwards to keep her in my life.
You see what happens when you don't realize what kind of effect you have on a person? Take note everyone!
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