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Tonight's weblog was going to be about ex's, and loneliness, but I got an e-mail that got me thinking. And we all know what a bad thing thinking is, don't we, boys and girls?
It was one of those nice, inspirational e-mails that urges you to carpe the diem. To live life to the moment, and never to put off what could be done today.
That's all fine and dandy for you regular folk, but what about us ugly people? What the fuck are we supposed to do?
Personally, I'd love to live life to the moment. I'd love to just call up my friends every night of the week and go out and have fun. I'd love to tell that one woman how much she really means to me, and how I would like her to be my love. I'd love to take risks.
But as an ugly person, I can't do these things. I don't have that many friends. That one woman who means alot to me, I'm not what she's looking for. And if there is one thing that taking risks has taught me in my life...risks hurt you.
In recent memory, I can only recall two risks that really panned out for me. All the rest have resulted in hurt and disappointment. Hell, one risk broke my heart AND got me expelled from university. And there is one risk in progress that can still backfire on me.
A real good friend of mine, in a rare fit of stupidity on her part, once said that she would like to be reincarnated as someone not beautiful, to see how difficult it can be to go through life. To this day, I don't know what made her say it, but I can say that I wouldn't wish it on anyone.
Especially if you have a weak heart.
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