I write this letter not as a confession, but rather as a way to escape the hardships of shocked, sad, or upset stares, or maybe even a combination of these potential reactions. Forgive me if I have forgotten any, for my ignorance on predicting your reaction is a possibility, for there are many other possible reactions. I�m addressing this letter to one specific person, but if it comes to the hands of any other aware of who I am, then I give you consent to continue reading.
I truly admire you and your capacity for reassembling puzzles of the highest difficulty. That is all it is, one giant puzzle that defines who I am when I my self have not defined who I am. Truly a master of puzzles a title you deserve, because what took you several months to put together, took me several years. I ask but one thing, just rhetorical, for I do not know if you will ever have the opportunity to answer, or should I say the opportunity for my self to listen, but when ones eyes are no longer pacified by the blindfold of ignorance what exactly does it look like how is the feeling previous to the encounter? Well regardless, I want to ask a favor.
Upon losing something precious often a mood of depression follows. So now I ask my favor.Picture a desired item whether it be materialistic or not, and think really hard about it, perhaps it is something all ready obtained? It matters not as long as you really want it, and really want to keep it. So, now the object (whether you have it or not) is materialized in you mind, then picture you walking toward it to comfort it or to cease it because you always wanted it. and at that very moment when it is but an arm length away it suddenly vanishes like smoke dissipates in the air. The feeling of emptiness is once again invoked, leaving that void somewhere about you, is it in your mind or heart? Is there a difference in mind and heart in the context of this situation? Well the point is that the feeling is bitter and unendurable. Posing my next question. Can you imagine never ever being able to obtain this item for any of a specific reason? I�m sure you could, I know you well, but not as well, obviously as you know me. That is okay, because I knew that secrets can�t always be secrets, even the ones taken to the grave can be dug up. I ask nothing of you other than to consider the pain in which people incapable of feeling complete, feel.
Consider, after greatly considering your feeling about loosing that item, your beliefs and ideas of the topic gained through the completion of the puzzle. Do you still believe in them? If so then consider yourself in the shoes of such a person, then do you still believe in them? If you do then my time was wasted, and my favor worthless.
In concluding this message I left many things in here I want you to really think about. I know you can find them, and I know you can think, for once again you are the Master of Puzzles.