| 12 mar 2001 food coma!� now there's a masochistic endeavor.� eat your silly heart out until you're about to pass out from all the blood leaving your head and heading for your stomach.� i love it.� people are amazed by how much food i can put down (work).� that, and how fast i put it away (power).� what gives me the best food coma? indian food! saucy, spicy, ricey... unfortunately, after coming back from my massive lunch, i go to the office kitchen and find out that dinner is going to be... you guessed it... INDIAN FOOD.� it's the second time it's happened in two weeks!� i don't think i can do this again... a double daily dose of indian food... ugh. so stanford men's basketball made the #1 seed in the west.� they BETTER get past the second round this time, which is where they were stopped the previous two years.� i shall be watching intently and throwing my all-powerful good vibes through the television onto the basketball court. i'm heading down to san luis obispo this saturday to help my friend emi address her wedding invitations.� it's a quaint activity.� i feel like whenever i see her and her family, i'm on my best behavior.� it's an automatic switch, and it takes a slight bit of effort, but not too much, which is surprising because i can be pretty crass and vulgar.� i do have to sneak out sometimes to have a cigarette, but not too often. i love emi like a sister.� our main bond is in the form of hollywood and television gossip.� i'm a mass media junkie.� i like MTV, _dawson's creek_, teen flicks... not that i think it's all high-quality stuff, but hey... i enjoyed the movie _can't hardly wait_.� seth green rocks! the best thing about emi is that we can turn a bad show (like the _growing pains_ television reunion) into a fun experience simply by watching it together over the phone.� it's good shit! i haven't figured out a good time to write these entries yet.� sometimes i find my mind overflowing with thoughts, but i don't feel inclined to write.� today, i've already written a couple of long e-mails to some friends, so i kinda feel drained of ideas right now.� my e-mails, like this entry right here, are snapshots of my mental landscape.� so in a way, each e-mail i write is like a little scribbling from my life journal. oh, before i forget, i want to thank online journalists clara kim and jessica for inspiring me to start this thing.� we've never met each other, but their sites were the two i visited before i decided to make my website. one well-publicized theory of mine is that life is a huge war against two things: boredom and loneliness.� which basically boils down to idleless of the mind and the body.� i guess you could throw spirit in there somewhere, too, but i don't really know what my spirit is.� (i'm not really religious.)� as long as you are neither bored nor lonely, i think your life must be pretty good.� being alone is different from being lonely, mind you. anybody out there agree with me that sleeping naked gives you better dreams? |