| 26 dec 2001 so dude.� check out this e-mail i got yesterday: From: "Ardy Hang" <[email protected]> Subject: Re: advice To: "dardy von chang" this is my last e-mail to you,don't bother to reply. you disappear,\and i will disapear-forever. but if you hear from us again,it will be your car,your home,your family that hears us. pray you dont ever have a daughter cos i love to assfuck little girls. cos nothing is sacred to me. be smart,you dont want us in your life. did he just threaten me?� *sigh*� i guess no internet experience is complete until some wannabe psycho writes this kind of shit. lame, huh?� i mean, it is a bit disturbing and a bit pathetic.� some dumbass actually took the time to pretend to be some twisted alter-ego to me, and write this threat as if he actually has some sort of agenda with me.� some people are just dumb fucks who really should do something useful with their lives.� things like this just clutter up my mailbox; i'll just delete the e-mails from now on, although i've filed this one for my own amusement under a folder called "dumb shit." i dreamt last night that vivace got bought out for $2.5 billion.� very exciting stuff.� it's the most financially lucrative dream i've ever had.� too bad it was a dream. short workweek.� which is really nice.� i kind of wish i had a vacation again.� after being off for six weeks due to my unemployment, i've definitely regressed even further in my efficiency.� next year will be all about dardy becoming a blazing hardworking engineer again, but now, i'm just tired.� not tired from working hard, but tired from habit.� i did code a bit last week, and that felt pretty good. after getting back home from meeting up with mike, i got invited to kate's house for dinner.� i didn't want to be rude, but i wound up not going.� i don't like intruding on other people's families for christmas... i mean, i've gone to alan's house plenty of times for thanksgiving, but those are usually small family affairs... kate's house was packed withy over 20 relatives, and i think that me being there would have been a little weird for everybody.� so i just stayed home, finished watching _felicity_, and rounded out the evening with sportscenter and _smallville_. sportscenter had this whole segment about the wizarding sport of quidditch.� i'm amazed that they took the time to interview over a dozen athletes, asking them what they knew of quidditch, whether they thought they'd be good at it, and having them examine brooms and stuff and see if they could ride them . they even had a mock sportscenter showcase highlight story about the quidditch cup played by gryffindor and slytherin... very entertaining stuff. i can't wait to read harry potter IV.� i know it's been out for a while, but i'm waiting for the paperback to come out because i don't want to lug around a huge hardbound 700+ page book.� *drool*� hermoine... i just pulled my fries out of the bag in the trash and started eating them again.� is that gross?� i hate having lunch by myself.� i usually just drive to the burger king one exit away on the 101, and get the food to go.� it's kind of sad.� although i'm kind of pissed at burger king to discontinuing their 99 cent line, because i loved the fact that they had mozzarella sticks. *yawn*� very sleepy. yesterday was a good day to watch mtv.� they had this entire 20-year retrospective on themselves, "from buggles to bizkit."� it chronicled the two decades of videos, showing lots of meaty snippets like a-ha's "take on me" and madonna's "vogue."� i got take a few peeks at it, and it's just amazing how much style has changed.� and the weird thing that i always think about is... how come things only look weird after a few years?� how come we never realize that the current fashion is just ridiculous?� like z cavaricci pants, big hair, michael jackson jackets, etc.� i mean, i always under the impression that the current fashion is the most natural and evolved, but i know that in a few years, i won't think that way.� and what gets me that i can never picture what the future fashion will be like... i have absolutely zero imagination. it's a slow day today.� all i want to do is go home and crawl back into bed.� SO comfy. can you believe rice bowl journals has over 400 members now?!� back when i joined in march, there were only around 50 or so! what's the cure for chronic fatigue syndrome?� because i think i have it.� i used to say that i had a perpetual case of mono. is there a gene for nailbiting?� because it's weird... neither of my parents do it, but my brother and i are compusive nailbiters.� it's a strange habit to have if you think about it.� what other animals ingest parts of their own bodies? that's it for today.� hopefully tomorrow i'll have more energy to write coherently. |