A/N: Ok, I haven't slept all night and I just
proofread this chap this morning, so I can't guarantee that anything will make
sense... then again, I can never Guarantee that! In fact, I can probably say
there's a less chance of sense making when I've had sleep. HEHEHEHE ok. Shuddup
for me!
Crossfire
Chapter Sixteen
Hatred Within
"What are you doing here?"
Hwoarang leaned against the doorframe as he
casually assessed his rival. A dangerous look of hostility clouded his Korean
face, curling his lip in a frightening smirk. His dark eyes flicked over the
bare Japanese chest, and down to the petite jeans decorating the floor. It was
obvious that he knew. From the looks of the rain soaked man, he had known
before he had even arrived.
Normally, the way the red hair was darkened and
wild from being tossed around in the wet wind would be attractive, but at the
moment it only made him look more psychotic. The black wife-beater was torn and
clinging, while the faded blue jeans appeared to be a few sizes tighter then
usual.
Jin put down the book he was reading, and got up,
positive that he would have to defend himself. The anger of the Korean was a
typical thing, but at the moment, it was bordering insanity. "It's, uh,
not what you think."
"Seems to me, it's exactly what I
think." Hwoarang sauntered closer, his eyes gleaming. "Now I wanna
hear all about what happened. Give me all the raw details. How did you fuck
her, man?" He wrapped his hands around his rival's neck and slammed the
man against a nearby wall. For a few seconds the Korean just studied his
rival's face. Jin half expected to be the miserable owner of a black eye any
minute, but his eyes never met a fist. As if he had been pushed, Hwoarang's
lips came down hard on Jin's. Though, the hands gripping the Japanese neck did
not loosen. If anything, they tightened, sending the message that the scene was
no laughing matter
As soon as the Korean's lips moved down away from
Jin's, and down the neckline, Jin spoke up, "Hwoarang." He tried to
get out of the redhead's grip. "Hwoarang, cut it out."
Instead of obeying, Hwoarang pushed the Japanese
man down to the floor, and continued caressing his rival. "Did you make it
romantic for her?" He breathed between nips, "She likes romance. You
know, the whole satin-sheeted, dim-lighted, sweet-worded scenario?" He
started undoing Jin's pants. "I just know you'd fulfill all her
fantasies."
Jin did his pants back up, trying to squirm away.
"Stop it." His breathing grew heavier as the Korean reached a
sensitive spot on his neck. "Hwoarang… Hwoarang stop it." When the
angry, quick fingers undid Jin's pants again, Jin finally roughly shoved the
leaner man off of him. "Would you just back off??"
"What's a matter, Kazama? Too worn out from
earlier?"
A knock came at the door. Jin, who was more then
happy to get an interruption, stumbled to his feet and pulled the door open.
Without honoring Jin with so much as a word, Kazuya walked in and straight
toward Hwoarang as if his son did not even occupy the same planet. There was a
thick tension between the two as the Korean pushed past his older lover and
started out the door, only to be stopped by Kazuya grabbing him by the wrist.
"Hwoa-kun, please." Kazuya said in a
whisper. "Don't go."
Hwoarang lowered his head and asked, "I'm
flattered you would pass up a chance to do your non-brother just to follow me
around, but we talked about everything that needed to be said earlier. Let go
of me."
"I want to apologize," The older man
said, releasing his grip, "I have no place trying to interfere with you
and Zekkai. As much as it bothers me that anyone would have that thing on a
pedestal... I do not trust it, but that's not any of my concern."
Jin watched the scene with great interest, trying
to figure out what had happened by what they said. He wasn't about to come
right out and ask, because neither of the parties seemed to be in the mood for
questions. It was all a matter of deciphering the code of conversation. Most of
it was obvious, but he found it hard to believe that Hwoarang would snap just
because Kazuya disapproved of the demon's involvement. There had to be more to
it.
The Korean growled and punched Kazuya in the jaw.
"You're fucking right it ain't your business! Just because your so much
older then me, doesn't mean you need to treat me like a dumbass adolescent! If
you really want to father someone, your son is right here! I'm sure he'd
appreciate it."
"I'm sorry," Kazuya said, rubbing his
jaw, "but there's one thing I need to know before I leave."
"Huh?"
Kazuya stepped closer, "I need to know what
you want."
As if he had been struck down, Hwoarang fell to
his knees. A screen of dripping dark red locks hid his face, and his catlike
body was incredibly tense. His voice came out quiet and clipped as he said,
"I want all this bullshit to just stop. I can't take it anymore." He
looked up at Kazuya and smiled bitterly. "Eryx Danas wouldn't have died if
it wasn't for me. He wouldn't have been in trouble. His blood is on my
hands."
"Hwoarang," Jin said, finally, "I
knew the Danas brothers, personally. Eryx had been one of my body guards, and
even though he tried to kill me, I have no doubt that his suicide was
Heihachi's fault alone."
Hwoarang hesitantly allowed his rival to help him
up. "If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have been able to defend myself in
there. I might still be in there." He paused and lowered his head, "I
need to talk to Zekkai." When no response came, he turned around and
shoved the older Mishima. "I need Zekkai!"
"No," Kazuya said, standing firm.
"No? What do you mean, no?" Hwoarang
shoved Kazuya again. His lip was curled in a scowl, as he demanded, "Give
him to me. When I punch him, I want to know he feels it."
"Hwoa-kun," Kazuya said quietly,
"This isn't about Zekkai right now. This is about you. I would like to
speak calmly about this, if you would just step back."
The Korean's face displayed his intense rage as
he took a swing at his older lover. Before his blow could land, he doubled
over, a fist in his stomach, and a hand on his shoulder, preventing him from
falling. It wasn't much of a shock that Kazuya would fight back, in fact,
Hwoarang was amazed it took so long for that to happen. He rested his forehead
on Kazuya's arm, as he tried to breathe through the pain.
Hwoarang finally pushed himself away and laughed
lightly. "Every now and then I completely snap, but you know, it's hard to
keep it together. How the fuck could I possibly maintain my sanity when I have
lost all control over this situation? I can't make you stay. I can't make
Zekkai continue not hating me. I can't stop Jin and Julia from fucking! In
order to stay strong in my shoes would require something that I don't have. I
don't even know what it is that I don't have."
/I think you've upset him, my pet. /
Kazuya glanced at the demon's reflection in the
window, and shook his head. "You always get lost in this vicious cycle of
self-pity, and undeserved redemption." He looked back to the Korean with a
disappointed sneer. "How many times have we been through this? Do you
intend to keep going in this direction until you hit a dead-end? The Chang
never fooled anyone. We all knew she wanted my son, and you even knew that, so
why all this fuss? Now, allow me to be real with you for a moment, Hwoa-kun.
I've told you before that Zekkai didn't have any legitimate feelings for you,
and I will say it again. I'm aware that he is positive that the feelings exist,
but that's one of the side effects to sharing a body. He can't help but have
some of my feelings for certain people, as I have acquired some of his."
/Now, you know that isn't completely true. You
are beginning to upset me, my pet. It's not a choice I would recommend. /
Lightning flashed with a loud crack, and the
power went out. Even though Hwoarang was not the one possessed by a demon, the
two Japanese men were almost positive that the young Korean was capable of
things that they could not even imagine. It was not very often that an ordinary
man could frighten a Mishima. Then again, that fiery redhead was no ordinary
man.
"I ain't buying that. If that were the case,
it seems like you're the one borrowing feelings about me from him! So that
leads to another question, like: How the fuck do you explain his hatred toward
Lee, when all the while, you've decided to take a liking to your frequent
bonding experiences?" Hwoarang shoved the Mishima once more, and asked,
"Wanna know what I think?" He grinned devilishly. "I think
you're just using this feeling exchange shit as an excuse to explain why you're
such a cold-blooded bastard."
Jin frowned and decided to speak up again,
"Hwoarang, the devil gene is something very complicated. A lot of symptoms
that it results in cannot be explained, while things that should happen, don't.
It's possible the Devil gene made my father a bastard in general without
sharing its hatred for my uncle."
"That's bullshit!" Hwoarang laughed,
"You're father's a bastard, and his father's a bastard, and I bet it was
the same way with all your forefathers! Hey, I know I'm a jackass, a prick, and
a stupid son-of-a-bitch, but at least I have the balls not to blame it all on
someone else! Kazama, You're a bitch because you're a bitch! The devil gene
didn't make you a bitch; you're just a bitch! Same with Kazuya! Obviously
Zekkai didn't steal his free will, so he still has control over what he does
and how he acts." He turned toward Kazuya, and grinned through the
darkness, "I'm dead serious, Mishima-sama. I've had enough of you blaming
all this shit on Zekkai. You have two choices, man. Either own up to what and
who you are, or stay the fuck away from me."
Kazuya started out the door, "You say that
as if there's anything to consider."
Hwoarang glared after the barely visible outline
of his lover's back. "Jigoku ni ike… Okama."
"What did you say?" Kazuya stopped,
mid-stride, and glanced back, his eyes beginning to flare dangerously. He
already knew what was said, but needed to hear it again out of the Korean's
mouth.
"I said, Go to hell, fag! Need me to spell
it out for you?"
Kazuya spun around, and charged his younger lover
with a powerful uppercut. He growled as he watched the younger man fall to the
ground before Jin could catch him. The older Mishima waited for the redhead to
stagger to his feet before unleashing a flurry of punches, and finishing the
combo by turning on his heel and kicking into a spin, landing his foot on
Hwoarang's side, launching the younger man into a table. The Korean hit the
table's corner at such an angle that the table didn't move even an inch.
Instead, the corner was rammed into his upper abdomen, and a drop of blood
trickled down the corner of his mouth as he pushed himself off, and slunk into
a heap on the floor.
A startled Jin rushed to his side, and laid him
so his back was straight against the solid floor. When he wasn't paying attention,
the door slammed, and Kazuya was gone.
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The sun rose the next morning, after having
rained for nearly 24 hours. The air was fresh, and moist. Birds were happy and
singing. Squirrels were chattering and playing. It was a beautiful day, but
something evil boiled beneath the surface of all that sunshine and happiness.
Hatred itself was stalking angrily across a quiet street, hidden only by the
hood of its jacket. A dog that had been wagging its tail and slobbering over
complete strangers began barking and growling madly as the epitome of hatred
walked past. All the trees nearby were soon void of any life, birds or
squirrels, or even insects. While all the people in the area were either
completely oblivious, or baffled at the sudden disappearance of life.
The freaked out dog started running after the
hooded figure, until the man normally known as Jin, turned and growled quietly
at the creature, "Urasai!" And it ran in the other direction,
yelping.
His eyes started to flicker red, and then back to
their original color as he walked into the hotel. The staff watched him until
he walked into the elevator, as if he was carrying a gun or some weapon. The
flickering red eyes watched the numbers light up as he came closer to his
destination. He already knew that the man he sought was aware that he was
nearing. The Demon's aura grew stronger and more magnetic by the second.
As the elevator doors slid open, the sight of his
father met him. The man stood against the wall, waiting, and smirking.
"I've been waiting for this day to come, longer then you can even
imagine."
TBC...