I also know that somehow, the Lord will get us through this - hopefully he has some big plan in mind that I just don't understand right now. I don't care how strong you are in your faith, this is the part that is so hard to remember - we are all in the Lord's hands, and we don't understand it , but he will help us through it. I guess I just need to write that down and post it all over my house - 'cause it's really hard to remember when I'm driving down the road and the tears just start to fall.
Then I have Damon asking "Mommy, what's wrong?" . . . and I just have no idea what to say to that. At least, not yet.
I keep telling myself - "I have cancer" . . . and it still hasn't really set in. I don't think it has totally become real yet - but I can tell you for sure that on Tues and Wed, it will definitely "become real".
That's all I have for now, and probably that's all I will have until my surgery on Wednesday. I'll post more if I have more.
Love you all!
Chris
