Chapter 3

Chapter 3
~Bitter Memories and New Found Fellings~

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Hiya fellow yaoi readers! Grins excitedly ...What?...starts to get scared at all the pissed looking faces staring at her Ummmm..Heh heh heh did I forget to tell ya� guys that I went on vacation in April and that I�ve been busy at school and I�ve been depressed cause a certain comic called Fake ( which is the best and is yaoi also na no da!) hadn�t come out yet. Okay, okay I know there shouldn�t be any excuses but jeez guys a computer junkie has a life too ya� know. I�ve been kinda� busy drawing and over vacation I worked on more of this. I started typing it into the computer when I got back but I never finished and got side tracked reading some of the juicy things you guys write. But now it�s up and I�ll really try to get the next chapter in very soon to make up for this k? anyways onto the fic� !

Disclaimer: no time for jazy fraises I just don�t own it.

Chapter 3:

Vegeta closed the guest bedroom door behind him, walking towards his own. His strides were short even steps as he pondered the recent day's events. 'We're getting a divorce!' The harsh fraise rang in his mind as he ran through his thoughts. Goku had cried endlessly and couldn't fight back. He had just stared at him with those desperate eyes. Just one look and Vegeta knew he was not capable of turning down this man. /God Kakarrot had been so helpless, so lost...like me../

He smiled sadly at his thoughts thinking how much he wished he could have him. Goku was so upset that Chi-chi left him. Was it possible for him to love any one else? Vegeta skipped over the unanswered question to read into other things. They, Chi-chi and Goku were now divorced. Well at lest it was a start in the right direction. Now he actually had a more reasonable chance to be with him. Vegeta smiled; Goku had cried into Vegeta's shoulder holding him in a warm grip as he had stroked the sayjian's back, fingers running through his hair comfortingly. Kakarrot�s scent reminding him of that saying the woman had said, �sugar, spice and everything nice�. Heh, Kakarrot defiantly is everything nice. He�s too pure for some one like me. But, his scent gods it smelled like he wore cologne. As far as I know he doesn�t. Male sayjian�s always smelled highly enticing when they had no mate. Kakarrot smelled like fresh linen and burning wood and a certain spice with sugar I can�t seem to put my finger on. Wait!? He smells like a single sayjian, which means that he�s looking for some one. Shit!? That�s just sayjian instincts Kakarrot is probably fine he doesn�t want any one. Not like me... Anyway, eventually falling into slumber he had carried him to the bedroom he had just left behind, and placed him in the bed after removing all but Goku's boxers.

Vegeta grinned lopsidedly at the picture of Goku in only boxers in his mind. Fighting in battle with him had always gotten me a look at his exposed body but not like this. He had to lie there next to him, struggling to pull his pants off while trying to keep �other� possible ideas at bay. Goku would roll around in his sleep making Vegeta very uncomfortable in one situation....

FLASH BACK

Goku lie across a guest bed completely, fast asleep. Beside him kneeling was a frustrated prince of sayjians. He was slowly with not very progressing results trying to remove the earth-sayjian�s clothes. He had fallen asleep before he got the chance to tell him to change for bed. Some how he had managed to remove his top but was currently stuggling with the man�s pants. Slipping his fingers beneath the fabric adorning the other sayjian�s waist- line, he gently pulled it downward. Goku turned over propping his leg across the prince�s lap. Gritting his teeth Vegeta tried again. This time Goku turned over the opposite way unconsciously tangling Vegeta�s leg with his while doing so. Surprised and not expecting it Vegeta fell over on top of Goku straddling the younger sayjian�s hips. Already was he trying to hold back his arousal before form the closeness he couln�t even think of restraint now. Vegeta stared lustfully down at the other beneath him blushing deeply. His erection burned in bliss pushed into the others waist. The man�s beautiful neck lay exposed and bangs falling across fine brows. Goku�s eyelids fluttered. �mhhhhhh� rolling over Goku flipped positions again. This time he lay across Vegeta hands clasped beneath the prince against his finely molded ass. Snapped out of his thoughts as he saw the other sir sighing deeply. Quickly rolling out from beneath the taller man he yanked off Goku�s pants without a thought and placed his garments on the near-by chair. Rushing to the door he exited.

END FLASH BACK

"Vegeta." His head shot up and he turned facing the woman that had come to his attention. He felt so exhausted from the "activities� that had taken place but knew it was nothing compared to Goku's.

"Hmm?" Staring at her like normal with an emotionless gaze. He shifted one foot continuing to listen to the blue-haired woman.

"That was a nice thing you did for Goku, Standing up for him. You're a really caring person just like Goku told me you were aren't you?" She smiled at her friend happily.

His eyes softened at the mention of the earth-sayjian's name. Quickly his face changed back to normal only breaking its neutral look for a second, but Bulma saw it. Going on the defensive the older sayjian opened his mouth to defend him self. "He didn't deserve any of that bullshit. She�s as piece of fucking trash if she thinks she can harm MY sayjian!" surprised at what he said he hastily shut his mouth like it didn't happen.

"OH MY GOD! You like him!" Bulma giggled at her ex-husband. She was amazed at the fact that he could fall for some one as sweet and innocent as Goku. He used to hate him! He would come home screaming about killing him after sparring sessions. Maybe it was all an act. Possibly he liked Goku all along.

"N-no! I didn't mean it that way!" Vegeta turned bright red knowing by the look on her face and that cat-like grin she knew. /shit! She knows/

"That�s okay Vegeta I won't tell. Your right Goku does deserve better. You.� she smiled contently at his growing reaction.

"N-NANI!?" Vegeta was so white he looked like he'd faint right on the spot. He was completely and utterly shocked by the words that left her mouth.

Still smiling "You heard me. He deserves you. You'll take care of him, I know that you'll treat him with love."

Embarrassed by that last statement he turned around hurriedly to finish the walk back towards his room.

"Vegeta.." He stopped but didn't turn to face her.

"Good luck on this new mission." Smirking the sayjian prince continued down the hall way. This was going to be interesting not just for him but for Goku also. I�ll tell him some how.

'~'~'Morning the next day�~�~�

�mmmm...� Vegeta pressed his head more firmly into his pillow as he snuggled comfortably into the warm downy covers. It was early and soon it would be time for his morning spar but for now he would sleep until he had to be forced to.

A little while later after he had fallen back asleep a piercing sound broke through the calm air. �Beep! Beep Be-SLAM!� His fast fist destroyed the alarm clock. Metal scattered the floor and pieces hung from his hand where they had penetrated the skin in the fast motion. Grumbling about his earlier statement. Now he had to get up. Bulma may be mad that he ruined another clock but he would never here the end of it if he stained these sheets with his blood. He entered the bathroom and stepped into the shower. Turning on the water he made it as hot as it would go he held his arm beneath the shower-head washing his blood off his hand and carefully removing every piece of metal stuck. After that he just silently watched the blood seep out of the cuts and disappear down the drain. The fleeting scent and bright color fleeting in a trickle down the drain like so many of his horrible memories and hopes to escape pain. Like those time his emotions became hidden away from others and himself. Trying to revert back to his true self after all the things that had happen to him was hard. But with every day and heart beat he could feel the change that was occurring. He felt not only physical pain now he could feel the emotional pain from what had taken place. Back then he did not feel it. He had been truly broken that day. Broken from his feelings and turned into an empty shell......

FLASH BACK

Vegeta�s body was thrown hard against the metal space ship wall. His beaten body crumbled at it�s bottom blood splattering across the floor staining the walls. His clothing soaked in it as he lie broken in so many places he couldn�t remember where. But he definitely knew he could not defend him self against this monster as hard as he may try. Leaning back he tilted his head to stare into red eyes that burned with excitement. Gods was he gonna� get it. How bad he didn�t even know.

�Well, well, well I�d origionaly planned this as my welcome party for you joining my crew, actually I forced you to but oh well no difference right anyways, I have instead decided I would be more gracious and give you something extra special that you will never. Ever. Forget. Hmm? That sound nice? Heh�

Leaning forward Frieza flexed his claws and watched them as they tore into the sayjian prince�s flesh. Dragging them deeply across his chest as he ripped the clothe shirt off. Vegeta couldn�t do a thing. He knew if he tried he would fail and also be punished even more severely but then, right now he hadn�t known. He lurched forward and pushed upward to escape the sharp pain that was convulsing all around him.

Frieza�s eyes flashed and he threw him back down, smiling, as he would now make it even worse. Finishing with the overly painful removal of the sayjian�s top he shredded the pants adorning tan, perfectly shaped legs.

Sprawled naked against a cold crimson soaked wall was Vegeta. He stared up horrified into sparkling red eyes; eyes that promised no mercy. Two talon- armed digits were thrust into his body as he stared at the opposite wall frozen to what was happening. He felt him self being ripped apart inside his mind. This was not happening to him; even though he knew it was he just couldn�t fathom the possibility of it. That said these events fell dead and locked away in his mind. It was like it never happen but in a way he knew it all. And while he lay there against the wall that devil took it all. He tore him in pieces so bad he couldn�t look. He just sat like a doll limply, uncaring, emotionless as he watched the shadows on the surrounding walls reflect an unmoving figure being thrust into over and over. The pain began to ebb as his body went numb with blood loss, but that didn�t stop it from coming. The red liquid ran in streams down the wall from this brutal torture. And that�s what he fell out of consciousness to; his screams he never remembered hearing because he had become so numb to all around him but the sight of the shadows shaping what was happening.

END FLASH BACK

Vegeta turned off the water that had started to run cold from his long thoughts. Stepping out he wrapped his waist with a towel and ran his good hand threw his jet-black hair. Beneath the sink he went to grab a bandage cloth for his arm. Grabbing air he realized he would have to ask Bulma for more. Instead he walked back into the bedroom and let the towel slip from his waist. Pooling at the floor he stepped out of it walking to the closet. Snagging a pair of black silk boxers and slipping them on to go down stairs.

When he got down stairs Bulma was sitting at the table with her coat on and coffee mug in hand. Looking up from the mug she glanced over at the doorway upon him entering. Locking gazes with her he nodded in acknowledgement as he sat down opposite her at the table. �Your up early�

�Yes, well I received a sort notice call that requires me to be in Washington, America for a conference with one of there new companies that has discovered a new worldly technology that can improve something or whatever.� She stated this exhaustedly sighing and sipping her coffee.

�Wow, you look excited.� Sarcastically stating the obvious situation while smirking at her tired state.

�Yeah, yeah� she batted her hand at him not in the mood. Pushing her chair in as she stood up turning to the door coffee at the ready. �Well see you later I�ve got a plane to catch, the numbers are by the phone if you need anything , and that includes breakfast tell Trunks I love him and I�ll be back soon so he should be in charge as president k, bye� She hugged him and opened the door to the garage.

�Bye�

Waving she started up the car and pulled out of the garage heading to the airport. Smiling he closed the door and went to the kitchen for breakfast. Now that she was gone he would have to make breakfast. He could cook very well it�s just if Bulma knew she would get jealous he was better and never cook for him again. Opening cabinets he emptied the kitchen cooking about everything and making a super buffet that you would call better than gourmet.

After he was done he set it on the dinning room table that was fit for 20 people or more. Even so it was completely covered in every inch with food. Over the years in his spare time Vegeta had perfected his culinary skills with out any one knowing. It made sense though with the time and need for it away in space.

Vegeta sat down at the very head of the table and began to neatly but in record time put away vast amounts of food.

-GOKU�S POV- (the previous night when he fell asleep crying)

DREAM (is happening while Vegeta was trying to get his clothes off him for bed)

Goku lay in a corner crying because of Chi-chi cheating on him while they were married. He was sobbing loudly when he felt a comforting hand rest on his shoulder. He looked up to see Vegeta smiling softly at him.

�Why are you crying Kakarrot?�

Goku stared at him sadly �Chi-chi doesn�t love me any more� he stated upset. Sighing Vegeta leaned in cupping Goku�s chin in his palm getting the others attention and shocked gaze. Smiling still Vegeta started to explain him self. �She�s stupid Kakarrrot. How could she not love you? She must be insane to not see how beautiful and wonderful you are.�

Goku�s eyes glistened as they gazed into the other�s. �Vegeta....�

�She may not love you any more but will all ways love you Kakarrot..�

Goku gasped and Vegeta took this as an opening; crushing his lips to the younger sayjian�s, devouring his mouth hungrily. God he tastes so good Goku thought. Vegeta locked his arms around the larger sayjian�s head kissing him deeply with passion. Tongues exploring each other�s mouths as someone in particular wandered their hands a bit lower

Vegeta suddenly slumped forward onto the taller man moaning into the other�s mouth as Goku groped his ass. Pulling back they both breathed deeply from lack of oxygen. Looking back at another they delved in for another lip-lock and extreme contact. Clothes began to fall across the floor as they fell into bed. Straddling Vegeta�s waist Goku-

END DREAM

Goku sat up in bed quickly sweat dampening his light colored skin. He let his heart beat slowly to a normal rate as he deciphered his new feelings he was experiencing. He didn�t know for sure but this dream might mean something about his feelings. Did he have feelings for Vegeta; was this more than just a crush? I know I like him as a best friend but...Love?

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