| Inside My Mind |
| 34 inspired in the dark held up to the light beautiful after shedding the heartache scraping off the last of the worry eyes dry lips matte green eyes made darker secretive squinting at the suspicious statue in the mirror bright smooth all seeing glass a reflection but not of her she looks in to see a girl hurt mysterious matured but naive not her |
| 12 handmade so she would be everything they wanted "pride and joy" exactly raising her to be the shooting star everyone tried to imitate she suddenly dulled realizing that this type of star was not what she wanted to be but what they ordered trying hard to change but they kept her in the mold and she could not escape. ----------------- stuck where she wishes to burst out most with a hunger to move on to otherwordly places waiting for her to take them by storm and greater experiences hoping to soon be called past by the girl trapped in the mold |
| 27 just showed interest so you could get close enough to push me aside onto the ground conquer my world and make it yours |
| 7 fooled me tricked into thinking i was the only rose in your garden of weeds but you stopped stepped broke me dug me out of the soil dried me of my emotions replaced me with a brighter richer more painful rose |
| cycles your voice smothers me like the air on a humid summer day you take the pillow from beneath my head your eyes pierce through me neverending you wake me hours before the alarm to tell me i kicked you in my sleep so sorry deparately wanting aching for your love you bury it inside grasping for light you smother i gather my strength say my last goodbye tears fall on the pillow you once took from beneath me crying for you but more, crying for your love my voice needs a partner my love needs a recipient my shoulder aches for your head my body cries for your touch the phone rings shall we try it again? it will be different I love you. my soul gives in once again of course i will I'm always here the cycle begins once more |
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