Blood Flowers
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Out Of This World |
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when we look back at it all as i know we will you and me wide eyed i wonder will we really remember how it feels to be this alive and i know we have to go i realize we only get to stay so long always have to go back to real lives where we belong where we belong where we belong when we think back to all this and i'm sure we will me and you here and now but we forgot the way it really is why it feels like this and how and we always have to go i realize we always have to say goodbye always have to go back to real lives the real lives are the reason why we want to live another life we want to feel another time another time another time to feel another time when we look back at it all as i know we will you and me wide eyed i wonder will we really remember how it feels to be this alive and i know we have to go i realize we always have to turn away always have to go back to real lives but real lives are why we stay for another dream another day for another world another way for another way one last time before itīs over one last time before the end one last time before itīs time to go ...again |
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Watching Me Fall |
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Yeah i've been watching me fall for what seems like years Watching me grow small i watch me disappear slipping out my ordinary world out my ordinary eyes yeah, slipping out the ordinary me into someone else's life into someone else's life... There's a thin, white, cold new moon and the snow's coming down and the neon bright tokyo lights flicker through the crowd i've been drifting around for hours and i'm lost and i'm tired when a whisper in my ear insatiable breeze why don't you follow me inside The room is small the room is bright her hair is black the bed is wide and the night is always young is always young always young the night is always young Yeah, i've been seen stripped to the bone seeing her swallow it whole like its not me at all she holds out her hands and I follow her down to my knees and the sucking inside insatiable smiles you will forget yourself in me The room is small the room is bright her eyes are black the bed is wide and the night is always young and the night goes on and on and the night is always young and the night is never over and over and over and over and over and then its gone and then its gone yeah, then its gone Yeah its a cruel, mean, cold new day and outside the snow is still coming down and in the blood red tokyo bed i watch me coming round she pulled him down for hours deeper than i've ever been and as I fall in the mirror on the wall i'm watching me scream i'm watching me scream i'm watching me scream i'm watching me scream Yeah, i've been watching me go for it must be years watching me get slow i watch me disappear and one day, yeah I know i won't come back at all and always over and over in his ordinary eyes i'm watching me fall i'm watching me fall i'm watching me fall i'm watching me fall |
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Where The Birds Always Sing |
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The world is neither fair nor unfair the idea is just a way for us to understand but the world is neither fair nor unfair so one survives the others die and you always want a reason why but the world is neither just nor unjust its just us trying to feel that there's some sense in it no the world is neither just nor unjust and no going young so much undone is a tragedy for everyone It doesn't speak a plan or any secret thing no wanting sign of untold truth in anything but living on in others in memories and dreams is not enough we want everything another world where the sun always shines and the birds always sing always sing The world is neither fair nor unfair the idea is just a way for us to understand no the world is neither fair nor unfair so some survive and others die and you always want the reason why though the world is neither just nor unjust its just us trying to feel that there's some sense in it no the world is neither just nor unjust and no going young so much undone is a tragedy for everyone It doesn't mean there has to be a way of things No special sense that hidden hands are pulling strings but living on in others in memories and dreams is not enough and it never is we always want so much more than this an endless sense of soul and an eternity of love sweet mother down below and I'm just farther above living on in others in memories and dreams is not enough you want everything another world where the birds always sing another world where the sun always shines another world where nothing ever dies |
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Maybe Someday |
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No i won't do it again i don't want to pretend if it can't be like before i've got to let it end i don't want what I want i've had a change of head but maybe someday yeah maybe someday i've got to let it go and leave it gone just walk away stop it going on get too scared to jump if i wait too long but maybe someday yeah i'll see you smile as you call my name start to feel and it feels the same and i know that maybe someday is come maybe someday is come again... so tell me someday's come tell me someday's come again no i won't do it some more it doesn't make any sense if it can't be like it was i've got to let it rest i don't want what i did i had a change of taste but maybe someday yeah i'll see you smile as you call my name start to feel and it feels the same and i know that maybe someday is come maybe someday is coming if i could do it again maybe just once more think i could make it work like i did before if i could try it out if i could just be sure then maybe someday is the last time yeah maybe someday is the end or maybe someday is when it all stops or maybe someday always comes again |
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The Last Day Of Summer |
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Nothing i am nothing i dream nothing is new nothing i think or believe in or say nothing is true It used to be so easy i never even tried yeah it used to be so easy but the last day of summer never felt so cold the last day of summer never felt so old All that i have all that i hold all that...is wrong all that i feel for or trust in or love all that is...gone It used to be so easy i never even tried yeah it used to be so easy but the last day of summer never felt so cold the last day of summer never felt so old the last day of summer never felt so cold i never felt so alone |
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There Is No If |
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Remember the first time i told you "i love you" it was raining hard and you never heard you sneezed and i had to say it over i said "i love you", i said you didn't say a word you just held your hands to my shining eyes and i watched as the rain ran through your fingers held your hands to my shining eyes and smiled as you kissed me "if you die", you said "so do i", you said and it starts the day you make the sign tell me i'm forever yours and you're forever mine forever mine... "if you die", you said "so do i", you said and it starts the day you cross that line swear i will always be yours and you'll be always be mine you'll always be mine always be mine... remember the last time i told you i love you it was warm and safe in a perfect world you yawned and i had to say it over i said "i love you", i said you didn't say a word just held your hands to your shining eyes and i watched as the tears ran through your fingers held you hands to your shining eyes and cried "if you die", you said "so do i", you said but it ends the day you see how it is there is no always, forever just this just this "if you die", you said "so do i", you said but it ends the day you understand there is no if just when there is no if just when there is no if |
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The Loudest Sound |
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Side by side in silence they pass away the day so comfortable so habitual and so nothing left to say nothing left to say nothing left to say Side by side in silence these thoughts echo around he looks up at the sky yet she looks down at the ground and stares down at the ground stares down at the ground Side by side in silence they wish for different worlds she dreams it as a boy and he loves her as a girl loves her as a girl Side by side in silence without a single word its the loudest sound its the loudest sound its the loudest sound i ever heard |
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So the fire is almost out and there's nothing left to burn i've run right out of thoughts and i've run right out of words as i use them up i use them up Yeah the fire is almost cold and there's nothing left to burn i've run right out of feelings and i've run right out of words and everything i promise and everything i try yeah everything i ever did i used to feed the fire i used to feed the fire i used to feed the fire i used to feed the fire but the fire is almost out is almost out and there's nothing left to burn no there's nothing left to burn not even this And the fire is almost dead and there's nothing left to burn i finished everything and all the things i promise and all the things i try yeah all the things i ever dreamed i used to feed the fire i used to feed the fire i used to feed the fire i used to feed the fire but the fire is almost out Half my life i've been here half my life in flames using all i ever had to keep the fire ablaze to keep the fire ablaze to keep the fire ablaze to keep the fire ablaze but there's nothing left to burn no there's nothing left to burn Now the fire is almost out the fire is almost out yeah the fire is almost out almost out almost out almost out almost out and there's nothing left to burn |
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Bloodflowers |
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"this dream never ends" you said this feeling never goes the time will never come to slip away "this wave never breaks" you said the sun never sets again these flowers will never fade never fade "this world never stops" you said this wonder never leaves the time will never come to say goodbye "this tide never turns" you said this night never falls again these flowers will never die never die never die these flowers will never die never die "this dream always end" i said this feeling always goes the time always comes to slip away "this wave always breaks" i said the sun always sets again and these flowers will always fade "this world always stops" i said this wonder always leaves the time always comes to say goodbye "this tide always turns" i said this night always falls again and these flowers will always die always die always die these flowers will always die between you and me its hard to ever really know who to trust how to think what to believe between me and you its hard to ever really know who to choose how to feel what to do never fade never die you give me flowers of love always fade always die i let fall flowers of blood |
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Coming Up |
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Yeah it's a snow white original mix she's fixing me Yeah it's a skin tight sensational strip and she's tripping me You ask me why I use it Yeah it's a bright light promotional taste..she's wasting me You ask me why I need it Yeah it's a big night emotional kill...and she's thrilling me You ask me why I take it I'm coming up in the dark Yeah I play it if I use it if I need it then I take it Yeah like I always know and like I always lose |
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Just Say Yes |
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Say this is it Just say yes! do it now! oh come on and love it! yeah this is it Just say yes! do it now! So don't tell me |
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Spilt Milk |
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I don't think I ever know if I ever really want it A house a car a family and friends But sometimes... I wonder... in the back of my mind What I could of done, where I could of been I don't think I ever know that I ever really needed it A house! A car! A family and friends! But sometimes... I wonder... A girl! A smile! A holiday and sex! But sometimes... I wonder... in the back of my mind What I could of done, where I could of been And every day I let that slide |
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You're So Happy |
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So you don't care about the beautiful people Oh you don't care about the famously stupid You don't care about what everyone else is Yeah... in your own time... No you don't care about the fabulous in things Don't give a fuck about what everyone else is About any of this... yeah... and it's so much more than you ever need... And you will swear on any lie but your own You're so... happy yeah! So happy... you could kill me! |
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