Copyright 2006 Chris Gillman.
composed by Chris Gillman
Sick inside, what did I do to me?
All distorted but somehow still breathing
What do I do with all this pain?
Shove it aside until it goes away?
Can you feel it take your mind
Away from everything that is real
I tear it away from inside
Until it's not how I truly feel
Leave it, just throw it away
Take me down or leave me be
Let it die, it is not real
Don't ask why this is how you feel
It isn't you or your light
It isn't your will if you refuse to fight
What do you think you are
So surprised to get this far
"Why do you take from me?"
"What do you want from me?"
Take this away and let you be free
You must, we must find a way to see
Leave it, just throw it away
Don't force it down just let it be
Let it go, it is not real
This isn't the truth in how you feel
It isn't you or our light
It is your will if you do what is right
Desperation, appreciation violation
Eats away and you can not see
Indecision is the way to not be
The way to undo all that is, what is you
And what is me
This is who I am
Don't make me leave
This is who I am
Let me give
This is who I am
Let me breathe
THis is who I am
Let me live
Let me live
Chronicles of Meer and Cale
(co written by Medana)
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