Copyright 2006 Chris Gillman.
composed by Chris Gillman
I used to think that I was off to be
Something you could need
I used to hold back every tear
If I could only be awake
Instead of live in memory
If I could I'd be right here
It seems it's hope I need and nothing
No, nothing you could bring
Is this for just who I'd be
It always runs from me
Far away and I can't see
It always tears at me
Tears away and I can't be
It's just quiet here and no one left to see
It's just a night alone
An air of silence and regret creeps up on me
And I remain like a stone
"If" is just a word and "hope" is just a feeling
Every day is cold and never comfort giving
All is said and done over and over
But why arent' we living
It always runs from me
Far away and I can't see
It always tears at me
Tears away and I can't be
Maybe I'm just dreaming
Maybe I made a mistake
But I'd rather be asleep
Because it hurts
It hurts to be awake
I don't want to wake
Please help me escape
I used to think it was alright to cry
I used to think I was alright but I
Just can't make it through another day
Without you here there is no one to stay
You'll just run from me
Run far away so I can't see
You'll just tear at me
Tear me away until I can't be
Away 'til I can't be
Chronicles of Meer and Cale
(co written by Medana)
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