Alanis Morissette

           That I Would be Good

that I would be good even if i did nothing

that I would be good even if i got the thumbs down

that I would be good if I got and stayed sick

that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

that i would be fine even even if I went bankrupt

that i would be good if I lost my hair and my youth

that i would be great if I was no longer queen

that i would be grand if i was not all knowing

that i would be loved even when i numb myself

that i would be good even when i am overwhelmed

that i would be loved even when i was fuming

that i would be good even if i was clingy

that i would be good even if i lost sanity

 that i would be good

 whether with or without you

歌曲是koii 介绍的。

我认识他多久了。两三年了吧。

在mirc 上遇见他。一个自称小王子的大男生。

后来，不再是little prince 了。而是koii,鲤鱼。

他说，响往象鲤鱼般自由自在呵。

我脑海里马上浮现了日本漫画里总会看到的鲤鱼旗。

风吹过，飘啊飘的。象年轻的梦。轻盈而美好。

那时候心情总是特别容易低落。

然后，天未亮的时候起来，开启电脑，听着alanis 的声音一遍遍地唱着that i would be good。然后我跟自己说，我会好好的，我会好好的。

仿佛是一种释放痛苦的咒语。我总轻轻随她哼着，忧伤的情绪于是得到了解放。

唱完了，太阳出来了。我象往常一样走路去上学。

炽热的阳光洒在身上。觉得世界依然美好。

_______________________感谢那些曾经陪伴过我的朋友。相识是短暂的。却因此甜蜜了回忆。