my eyes are tired.
i can feel the blood shot burn in my eyes.
long gone past that stage of sleepiness,
i am now in the realm of sleeplessness.
i am to the point where my breath
feels cold & things have a freakish glowing halo.
bright spots dot the landscape
& my vision is filled with sand & grit.
i am trudging alone in this dark
tunnel, wishing the journey weren’t so lonely.
with aching arms & a dry, sticky
mouth, tightness squirms in the small of my back.
stretch my neck & stretch my
shoulders & feel the acid burn.
sleep will not find me.
sleep will not give me peace.
sleep is outside watching the stars
with the cool black night blowing
upon it’s face, leaving me in torment.
leaving me to suffer with the day
still pulsating in my brain.
i want to taste sleep.
sweet thick liquor of sleep.
...just a drop on my lips.
so that my eyes might shut
& my mind might drift &
dream.
dreams gliding on raptor wings.
wings lined blinding white &
tawny.
wings of silent softness &
deadly accuracy.
fold me in you warm strong arms,
sleep.
let me step across that cardinal
threshhold.
cover my ears with your strong
work rough hands
so that i might not hear
the resonant reverberating footsteps
in that alley...
drop flower petals of sleep on
my eyes.
sprinkle sweet rain of sleep in
my mind. |